Time always tell everything... These days it felt like I'm just going with the flow in my life... Like as if nothing matters anymore... Day by day, it felt like i'm changing into someone i wouldn't wanna be... At times it's just weird how u feel about urself... One moment u're pretty certain that u'll stick to ur principles... But the next moment, it's like u dun have the courage to do so... I once thought that ur the best thing that ever happen to me...


 I used to think that someday things will work out just the way it is but as time goes by, i'm getting sick and tired being dependent on you... It's so unlike me coz i know that before u step into my life, life had never been better... These days, it does feel like ur presence or absence doesn't really matter anymore... In fact, i really really really truly felt like letting go... No matter how hard i tried to let go of what u've done to me, it kinda haunts me... It's like any moment u'll do it again n again... Any moment u'll be able to betray my trust... twice is enough right... But i believe in giving chances and what goes around will come around... It felt like it doesn't kill to be evil coz ur the one who taught me to be this way... Didn't ask for anything much ain't like other girls... Too much already... It has to be us clapping together but nowadays it's much more of one sided... And i'll just wait for that one fine day to say that's enough, forget me... The sacrifice all seemed to be in vain coz u'll just take advantage of my kindness and i hate myself for not showing that other side of me...



  If you could be stubborn, if you expect me to listen to what ur saying... I'll just give in but one fine day you'll see what i'll do to you... It's been lies all along... It's just an act to cover what i truly feel... Much more of hatred now... After what u've done, i've finally got it... Ain't gonna push anymore... I'm tired of pretending everything's alright... Tired of pretending that it's okayy for u to treat me in such manner... No point comfronting, no point talking things out coz in the end, u'll typically say i duuno and dun wanna talk about it anymore... It's been difficult to make u understand... Finally saw your true colours despite the fact that i thought ur different but you're still typical... Expecting me not to listen to whatever my friends told me about u, expecting me not to be sad, expecting me not to sulk whereas you always listen to your friends... Yeahh i've tried my best becoming a robot and it's clear that u've become a stranger to me... It's all excuses that ur busy 24/7 but still make time for friends... How pathetic can that be?



It's better to have loved and lost rather than not to love at all... I dun feel myself being of any importance in your life coz u never sacrifice anything at all yet expecting me to listen all the time... It has to stop... Yeahh i'm gonna bring out the ego... It's time to use that phrase 'take it or leave it'... No doubt ur the 1st whom i can't help falling for but it kills to be blinded by the way ur treating me... Hopefully i do have the courage to face everything coz deep down i know i dun owe you a living coz u'll never make a decision that for once will make me happy like u did before... Hopefully i won't be a softie anymore coz now it's war... Do whatever u wanna do and i'm never gonna budge from my decision unless you completely realise your mistake, give in to prove yourself to me and it also depends whether i'm gonna forgive u...