During break today, I filled my stomach to my fullest ability... Seriously mannn... It's been ages since I ate sooooooooOoooOoo much O.o ate at kfc coz there's this long break... Ended up going with 3 of my dearies... Wait... Actually, including me it's 3 ppl... Someone was generous enough to pay for our lunch... He wanted us to fork out the money but my close buddy say no need and he didn't fight at all so it's his treat... We ate the family feast sia! Hehe... Glad that my stomach wasn't empty... If not it'll make such noise which I wouldn't wanna hear... It happened before mannn! My stomach made some weird weird noises coz it's empty during class and it's been my embarrassing moment for the day n_n hehe... Went back to sch not by walking... Guess what?! We took cab to sch... The fare's only $4 sia... Lazy bumps right... Yeahhh I know... When else can we do such thing XD mcm paham je... HEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHHEHE
Hmmmm... Sch's been pretty stressful... Tough... Really really really tough as the info is WOW... Alot... Never did I imagine that it's that much... Anw, I'm determined enough to give it my all... Last semester so gotta give my best shot...
From the previous post, I did mention that I've been in touch with someone... Still am keeping in touch... What surprise me was he came to sch and we met... It's first time seeing a guy without my head gear on... I was super super super gan chiong... Plus extremely shy... Lucky me I've got my bodyguards around... Never expected his presence... He just told me that he's gonna meet his friend... But then when he did meet his friend, he came by... The 2nd time seeing him... My heart was palpitating though when my eyes met his, I smiled... We managed to exhanged glances and then I quickly walk away and hid behind my friends... Was feeling really really really shy... But I managed to capture his smile... From the bottom of my heart, it felt like Im beginning to fall for that smile... Apart from that, it also felt relieved... Part of me felt like kerinduan dah diubat coz I know myself that I do missed him... And seeing him smile is like it does made my day...
Guess I've really fallen hard... Fall for him... Yet when I walk away, part of me felt like turning back and meet him and just strike a conversation but I've no courage... Some more, I'm with my friends and class is gonna start at any moment... I felt blessed though... My friends have a good impression of him... Which made me feel good... Then and again it kinda struck me how about my elder bro's acceptance... Perhaps one day I shall convince him coz I believe in him... Gotta give him a chance coz it seemed like he can make it... He's changed... Little by little... First step was his texting... Normally it's just one question ask and den one ans reply... But now it's been paragraph... Can say that he can be sweet at times...
However ytd it seemed like he's testing me... He mentioned that he wanna know one of my friend... At first I did kid around but then he sound serious... So I tried to pretend that it didn't affect me but I couldn't lie to myself... Sort of like merajuk yet he's sweet by apologizing and saying he won't do it again... Tried to ignored but I couldn't bear to do so... The following day, he text me early in the morning... kinda had a conversation and I was okay by then... We've been texting like everyday... He did ask me that question but I told him to give me more time... He's been patiently waiting... I'll wait for the correct moment to send him something he wanna hear... Hopefully by then I'll be able to prioritise...
Sch's been stressful... Have test tmr and I gtg study mannn... Kae lahhh... Felt much better after I've let everything out... Gtg...
Sayonara!