Once upon a time there's angels and fairies who appeared in her life... Never did she expect such personalities from them... Never did she realise that they're better than other evil fairies... As always... When there's the end, there's always a new beginning... She came to a stand that in the end, nothing even matters... Ain't gonna put up a fight coz she believes that she's sticking to her principles that her pride's and ego was the barrier to everything... She used to be defensive but recently...
She's fallen hard... Real bad... Though she knows that she's at a losing end, it seemed impossible for her to get out of it... It seemed easy to fall in love but to get out of it is impossible... It's been a week now but his smile kept on lingering in her mind... The warm smile, the genuine advice which sounds sincere is enough for her... Never heard anyone else mentioning his name... He does have this unique personality plus the charisma... Can also tell that he was a nice person n_n He's the rare type... Despite the age gap we do click well... Dunno if there's someone like him after this... Most girls take the hottie and the hottie always seemed typical plus won't last long... She'd go for those innocent ones... What's with looks... It doesn't last forever...
She got the news today... That some typical girls got hooked onto them... They're keeping in touch, texting eah other... Deep down I felt like mixed emotions wrapped me like a blanket... Seeing her happy plus getting them was like hfspigjogkalpgjioawtjgonmgafjklphoitgjmsl?! So easy ehhh... How to get someone's number that easily... With the same typical friends... She's just lucky ehhh... Compatible enough lahhh... Both got the looks mahhh... Really suit each other coz character is pretty similar too... Nvm lahhh... As long as the nice one wasn't influenced by them, she'd be contented... Yet for her, she'd just remain heartless... Dunno how to react mannn... One thing she believes is perhaps there's a blessing in disguise... And she's getting immune to it... Simply letting it go... She does have regrets but what to do... She'd stick to her principles...
This song represents how she's feeling at the moment... Been listening to it over and over again...
This letter - Malik ft Vibekingz
Now I'm sad
Trying to hold back
But tears run fast
Will this pain ever pass?
Honestly I feel weak
It is hard to explain
But you drive me insane
My only question...
Do you miss me when I'm gone?
It is reality that you're playing me
You took my air to breathe coz I was too blind to see
I'll keep you in my heart when I'm leaving you
He was the one
She could always count on, lean on
But those days are gone
All we have are memories of better days
Now I need to say goodbye.........
I think of You - Taj Jackson
What do you do when you love someone so much
You'd do almost anything for just one touch
When I leave do you know what I go through
It makes me cry evertime I miss you
And I hope you feel the same way too
Coz all I do it think of you.....
Sentimental night mannn... This post have been pretty emotional but just can't seem to help it... Time will tell everything... Still in the process of accepting the fact and just letting it go... And to fall out of love... Pls give me the strength to go through all this... Pls give me a peaceful mind and a calm heart to embrace myself...
It's been a long post... I'm outta here... Sayonara!
