Nothing much done on National day... Watched it on tv... Surprising enough that this time round the parade commander is malay... Pity him shouting coz definitely he's fasting... Strong person =)) They cut short the parade... Perhaps coz it's fasting and they have to break fast... It was a lil different though... They showcase more of singapore's military... Like how they manage bombs and stuff like that... Showcasing all the advance technology and also regarding the police force... It was AMAZING... I LIKE... Anw, kinda late wishing... I'm always a few steps back n_n hehe... HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE... Getting older each year... 46 yrs old alr... WAHHHH...
Apart from that... A close friend invited me to join fb recently... Well, guess you're the special one out... The only one who didn't have fb in the group... Main reason is you've got enough enemies on the list... Even if you make a private fb, what's the point? Won't have the time plus it seems like a distraction... Didn't mean to offend anyone who have fb... Just stating my thoughts...
11/8/2011 marks the end of it... The last time seeing him... While doing structured activity, he came by... We exchanged smiles... I was colouring my fav korean singer... Who else if it's none other than lee jin ki... Known as Onew ^-^ hehe... Alhamdulillah... Everyone seemed to like it though i find it weird... Looks like someone else... I'm surprised myself that I gain back my arts skills after so long... It's been a while since I last sketched and colour... Can say 2 years plus? Hmmmm... He's like "Wahhhh... this one you draw one ahhh? Very nice!" Uttered a word of thanks and he observed without another word... I had a goal to finish it that particular day... So can hang onto the wall of fame ^-^ It took me time to finish it... "Ouhhh... You were the one who draw mickey mouse the other day... Ya... I remember... "He served them drinks and I kinda teased him "I want water too..." We both laughed... He came back and continued to observe... "Very nice... You have beautiful hands..." It was slightly uncomfortable so I told him the news that tmr which is today is the last day I'll be at this place... His reaction was "Ouhhhh... Cannot see you again... today is my last day... Tmr I'm off..."
Upon hearing that, I pretend as if I heard nothing... Continued colouring but deep down... "If only I know... " Such a disappointment mannn... Planned to give you something on my last day but how sad it is that you won't be around... Haiz... I didn't meet his gaze when he said those words coz I didn't have the courage... Perhaps the disappointment is written all over my face and I wouldn't want him to notice that... He's always there... Always making others happy... Always making my day... "You should become architect, why never become architect? Can draw well... I tell the "fairy" and he doesn't want me to sketch the "fairy" coz not nice...
But after sketching, had plans to play uno... Was having fun as I'm laughing to my heart's content... He played with someone else... Wouldn't it be fun if you were to join me and the rest =x Nvm then... Continued with the last parts and he asked "never go for break?" I gave him a look and he said "ouhhh ya... You're fasting..." and went off... I managed a smile... Speaking of which... I can't actually... Just didn't wanna show coz I really wanna finish colouring the sketch... Soon enough... Time to serve lunch... Did as per normal and went back to the usual place... Sat there and became supervisors... He was inside... Writing reports and at times chatting with others and even the group of friends I'm with... The focus is just amazing... Very very very admireable... Still can concentrate despite all the noise... Kinda impressed... He posed a question bout what are the difference between two terms... We all couldn't answer and my answer was pathetic so he said "actually i also don't know" XD hmmmm... It's....... "
Knowlegeable sehhhh... It was a good time... Able to interact... Able to observe... Able to have some fun... Doesn't seem like much to do yet it doesn't seem bored at all... The environment just suits me... Time passed by just like that and then it's time to say goodbye... Just said "byebye" and quickly left... I don't wanna get emotional or anything... Was pretty shy... Was the first to left too... Deep down, how I'd wish I could still chat... As I walk away, it felt super duper regretful that it wasn't a proper one... Just to hide the emotions...
Time to leave to see teacher for debrief... Then did a presentation... I was still thinking bout that regretful incident... Think too much mannn... Was wishing that if he could come by just for a short while also can but nahhhh... Doesn't seem that way... It's wonderful to know such person... During those days of absence, it felt like something was missing... Like it isn't as lively compared to when you're around... THANKS FOR EVERYTHING =DD
Gonna save the best for the last... One more post coming right up but allow me to get my rest first =)) Gtg... It's getting late...
Sayonara!
