Heo Young Saeng - Let it go
Just let it go let it go let it go
I don't know how you can be like this
I just let it go let it go let it go oh no
I don't need to hesitate I know I can do anything
Don't you know
I say things to pretend I have a strong heart but I'm just hiding it
Not pretend going to pretend
Because of you I pretend to not know you're tired
I pretend to not see and I'm so sick of it
I rather if you're not cool
I think I'm gonna pretend everything is a joke
Just open your heart a little
Tell me for sure
I'll let you say whatever you wanna say to me
Actually it's settled... Everything's been history so just put the past behind ehh... It's been a long times since I last update the blog... Been really really really really busy but it's worth the time and effort... Coz recently I'm attached to someplace I've never expected to be at... Really a challenge to be there especially when it's the fasting month... They made it good... I've opened up to them and it seemed like they're not who they really are... Guess this is what it means by a blessing in disguise... The environment was peaceful... Time really fly by... Left with 3 days to go...
Getting to know each other... It was the first time I was approached in such a way and it felt like someone actually bother n_n I was engrossed with what I'm doing... Was sketching mickey mouse and minne mouse... Then the fairies kinda surround me and start their sketches too... I realised that a pair of eyes was on me... Like observing me though I was obediently doing my sketch... He did approached me for a while... Started a conversation which didn't last... And then left... But did mention that he'll come back... With his absence, someone else approached me and sat opposite of me... He started asking lots of questions... At first it was pretty uncomfortable... Imagine someone approaching you and start to ask questions... I've decided to have an open mind and just make new friends... Since the following days we'll be seeing each other...
He told me bout his education background... He was a university graduate... Like WOOOOOOAAAAHHH XD He ain't a singaporean... I kinda like his accent though... Pretty soft spoken... Can be hilarious at times... He got this approachable face look... Needed his help to open door coz he got the secret code... That particular day itself she kept on approaching him... Till he gave this remark "I thought you're stalking me... " Then he giggled "just joking" The conversation was fun... I really open up mannn... Seriously, I didn't hesitate much while answering his questions... "What's your age? Where you live?" Then he touched on this particular question... "Why did you join this course?" I was getting comfortable... Then I shot him back that same particular question... He told me he was clueless as to why he join... Hmmm... Wanted to ask those questions that he asked but the words just got stuck... I did ask him "how long have you been here?" Then the conversation went on...
He observe my drawing and then the fairies drawing too... Kept on asking why I don't become architect instead... Kept on saying that it's nice... Then I went about complimenting the fairies drawings too... Surprisingly bout how well we can click... Despite the fact that it's the first time chatting and also the age gap... He was friendly compared to the rest of his friends... I began to realise something the next few days... Whenever he's around I was hoping that we could talk... My hopes were in vain... We exchanged glances and continued with our work... Most of the time he seemed busy and I maintaned a distance... Was it just me or izzit really true that I felt a pair of eyes observing me... Ishhhh... Sounds wrong ehh but seriously... It felt like a guardian angel guarding me... His presence brought happiness too... He was cheerful and jovial plus pretty optimistic...
He did gave me advice to work hard and gave me encouragement "you can... you can one lahhh" Had the support from him... Though it was a while i felt self motivated... Because of him I felt that desire burning to just give it my all in everything I do... Because of his words, it felt like he bring out the best in me... Like noone else... She really have this soft side whereby she could easily be touched when someone cared for her... Especially when this particular someone had faith in her... He was outstanding... One thing that she realise was he's been by her side... Never seen him with any of her fellow friends... Felt that he's the best of the best...
It's been a long post... Part 2 coming up soon =))
