Recently there's nurses day... Compulsory to go back to sch... It's actually on 23rd july, Saturday... I've been looking forward to this day coz can see other cupcake members... Starting of the day was like vhsopahjvn;pHfiajklsvmklsgja[piojsiog O.o I'd always go scch with this particular friend... The closest friend i've had these days... I've asked her whether can go sch together... She told me that her bf would send her... Okayyy... Fine with that... The morning itself I received a text from her that she wanna go sch with me... Haiz... Kinda hurts though... It's like friends would become a spare part in a person's life... A bf would always be the top most priority... At times it felt like being in a dilema... Can a person like someone so much but hate the person at the same time?
The performances were good I shall say... I only loved the part where the teacher and student danced together with those trees around them... damn damn damn hilarious! XD The performances were okay... Just one SPECTACULAR performance which caught my heart... It was unexpected plus surprising that it came from such person... "Hero" which was originally sung by mariah carey was their choice of song! The one who performed is none other than one of the lecturers... Her voice really really really POWER mannn... I LIKE ^-^ hehe... Then followed by balloons... It dropped... But only the year ones were involved in it... They're the ones who kept popping the balloons... It felt like there's indoor fireworks with the popping sound... Was wondering how did they manage to hang the balloons up so high XD
The plan was to have lunch together after this event... There's mee goreng with a drink given FOC... Had a light lunch but then headed to KFC... From KFC then it's proper lunch... Filled my stomach... Only 4 cupcake members can make it including me... The rest all with their loved ones... Perhaps it's too much of a sacrifice to ask ehhh... Most friends would just pick their bf over their gf... At times i find it alright... Understandable that you've got to spend time with them... Though sometimes almost everyday they meet... If it's friends, to ask for an outing is soooooooOooooOoooOoo god damn difficult... Haiz... When they have problems, who'd they look out for..? Close friends right... Unless if it's the bf who could be a friend too but it seemed rare that way...
Then it occurred to me few years back... When I used to have someone, I found a friend in the relationship... Some ppl say in love you could find friendship... True enough... Pretty risky that for some cases, once love is lost, the friendship is broken... Been through it but to get out of it seemed impossible... Phobia already plus the defensive nature... She just dun wanna get too close to anyone... Friends would be the best choice... The experience was wonderful... Taught me to grow... Becoming more independent... It's impossible to forget... Those sweet memories... Even the date of your birthday... Little little things which I couldn't erase off my mind... Isn't it today? 25072011... Anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.... My best wishes are with you... Despite being stabbed in the heart, to hate you is never an option but more of a choice... Does that make sense >.< Can a person like someone so much but hate the person at the same time..? Hmmmmmm
Hopefully it's not that obvious... I'd just lay a low profile plus pretend as if it was nothing... That's just what you're good at... Acting... Then denying almost everything XD hehe... Could go crazy mannnn... Some ppl say that it's difficult to hide your love... Almost every friend have got that someone special... Could be irritating at times when they keep on talking about them... Like have you got no other subject to talk about... As if i'm interested in your affair =P hehe... Whereas other ppl are surprised if she doesn't have someone special... Weird... Time will come to have one...
She found herself pretty unpredictable at times... She's friendly and open by nature but at times when she doesn't feel like smiling or she show the kind of ignorant face, others saw her as being arrogant... Then they won't dare to approach her... Isn't that good... Perhaps your body language is strong which could drive others away n_n hehe...She dun mind if family members are staring but if it's the opposite gender making eye contact or staring, she find it troublesome plus uncomfortable... Though she wanna smile, she'd maintain that serious ignorant look when she met his gaze...
It's been a long post... Though you're history, thanks for everything that you've done... Made me realise something... It's better to have loved and lost than not to love at all... HAPPY BIRTHDAY awk... Your happiness is my happiness... Hope you stay happy always... Done with my last sentence...
Sayonara!
