Ain't the right time yet... Focus on your life... Set studies as your first priority... It has been sort of like a distraction... Recently, those thoughts came to mind... Dunno y... All along I've been coping pretty well... By being occupied, i didn't think too much about it... It always slip my mind... These days, it's been pretty tough... The happiness was too much that it covered all the pain and hurt... It was the perfect moment ever... The best of the best... A blessing in my life... True when they say it's better to be in love and lost rather than not being in love at all... The experience says it all...
They say when you think of someone, that person also thinks of you? Dunno how true that is... Weird enough, it feels like it's still strong and like she's still waiting for him... She knows that it won't ever happen... She knows that only a miracle would bring him back to her... She knows that only a fool would do such thing but her heart... She felt that it's a pain to love someone and yet she went through it...
She isn't like those out there... She dun need one coz it'll be a distraction... She'll be as defensive as she'll always be... But tonight it seems like a sentimental night for her... She needs something to get everything off her chest... She needs time for herself which she rarely get some as she's been pretty busy... She's like a kite which isn't attached to any string; appeared to be slightly lost 0.o hmmmm... Hopefully she makes sense...
No matter what he's done to her, she felt that there's still love for him and she can't believe herself saying that she does miss him... The brain doesn't agree but the heart agree >.< Anw, i'm gonna stop all this emotional crap and divert my attention to something worthy... She'll keep it close to her heart and the presence of a guardian angel would definitely hold the key to her heart...
K lahhh... I'm outta here
Sayonara!