When she announced the results, I was speechless... It's not what I had expected... Deep down, I felt disappointed plus upset but lucky me I get over it... Handle emotions pretty well... Alot of negativity there... Really really really got into me but then she told herself that it's all constructive feedback... She talk about everything... One of them was unable to mix with peers... At the first place, I dunno if I'd ever consider them friends coz they're more to typical b******... Seriously, I just can't stand the sight of this kind of ppl... They'll criticise each other and gossip here and there... They'll only show their good sides whenever she's around... It felt like telling her to come when things were wrong... For example when they go for break longer than they're supposed to... Suddenly this struck me... The pretty hypocrite babes... How does that sound? 0.o Seems like I'm showing the other side of me here XD hehe... Well, my heart can't bring forward to tell her about it... Perhaps the next time round if it happens again, I'm just gonna shoot... I won't play angel anymore... Not worth being nice to ppl who're like that right... Especially when she mentioned that I might be isolated from them which is already happening... I'm not part of them and dun wanna be one of them coz I'll destroy myself... it's the turkeys vs an eagle... Which one is stronger? The eagle of coz! ^-^ hehe
I'm just used to being too independent and requires less assistant coz I know I could handle it... Why they'll just come together, chit chat and never get anything done... Good examples of turkeys... Only 2 or 3 of them are the potential ones... She'll be like an eagle and make it through... She dun really need others that much... She does click with 2 or 3 and she's told that it's more than enough... She was told a secret... Something which made her motivated and inspired her to do her best the next time round... She gotta get out from all those negativity, all those glares and prove her worth... It's just the beginning...
Whatever she said would be learning key points which she won't take to heart... It's meant to be a guideline for her... She did mention to push herself and when she expected better grades, I will get it... I know I can... She say I could go further... She said she wanna see more... It's time to show what you can do... When she said "I thought u'd only get 60..." I felt like giving her the "I dun believe it, are you out to fail me?" look... But my facial expression remain expressionless... At times I'll just smiled and not letting anything affect me coz why focus on the negativity when you should be more focused on optimism? XD
Too bad it didn't come true coz I've been praying, hoping and having faith that a miracle would occur and it does! Apart from that, she remained dumbfounded when she was questioned "anything else you wanna say?" Ouh well... She knows herself best... She have to take it as it is... No point being too hard on yourself when it's all over... Yeah! Finally it's time to chill and simply countdown from the days to holidays! ^-^ she deserve a break from all of it...
Recently, I went for a training and the spokeperson shared about 7 Sales Training Tips For Sales Success... It could be related to this life as well... Let's begin the 7 Tips...
1) Get serious and make a choice to go all the way to the top... Fight and push yourself and strive for the best... You only have yourself to determine what you wanna achieve...
2) Identify your weakness and work on it... Have an organiser and plan your time well...
3) Get around positive and successful ppl... Get away from negativity...
4) Take excellent care of physical health...
Eat a balanced diet, get sufficient rest and plenty of recreation
5) Visualise yourself performing the best everyday
6) Practice positive self talk
7) Take positive action; be proactive
That's about it... Mostly it's all about optimism... A positive mindset will make the day and when one constantly remind themselves that they can do it, the outcome will definitely be positive! *grinz* Normally, ppl would say "aiyaaa... Surely fail lahh this exam... " The outcome would be they'd pass borderline or fail... So, learn to be positive, work hard for it and keep on telling self that one can make it =)) Apart from that, the friends that we all mix with... She's been keeping to herself, being reserved coz she find it better that way... She'll use the secret as a guideline n_n hehe... She dun wanna be influenced by wrong ppl...
Anw, it's been a long post and I've let everything out... Shall be prepared for tmr and i'm outta here!
Sayonara =DD
