2010 was history... When I recalled back, it was a relief that it's finally over... Everything's over... Saying goodbye to it all... Life challenges really made me grow and I'm a changed person now... I'm glad I was given the opportunity to face all of it... Afterall, it seems that I'm prepared to face the future... Whatever that's gonna happen, I've learnt not to let my emotions show, let my emotions control me coz I'll be destroyed...
Emotions... Being heartless and stubborn could be a strength... It made me stick to my principles and know myself... With that ego too... It all seemed important... At one point of time, dun get too overwhelmed because of what happened... Staying calm and believe that everything's gonna be fine as always... Staying strong and just never lose yourself... Sometimes it's too difficult though... When it come after another... Like each event after another... Then I began to wonder... How's it gonna be like... A change...
The date... It's just like ytd when I saw her... It was a relief when she appeared smiling... Don't seem to have much of a choice but to let it be... Like I'm left with those memories we used to have... I'm left with nowhere to go to kill my boredom... Still, life goes on...
Apart from that... I'm not sure why you appeared too... I'll stick to that principle of mine... Still, it's kinda shaky... But gurl with your ego, you'll definitely won't give in... Bet time will solve it all... Keep myself occupied and it'll be easier that way... Won't think too much or worry too much... No point stressing over something not worth it... It's time for you to be like who you used to be... Be cheerful as always... This journey never ends so shall live it with no regrets...
K lahhh... Guess that's all for today...
Sayonara!