It's been a ride of roller coaster mannn... With what's been happening lately... I can't help it... Ain't using the com at home coz it's pathetic =.= com like breakdown too just like how i used to feel in the middle of the nights... These days... My soul felt like it was so excruciating... Like I needed a break from all of it... The pressure's adding up... Event after event each day... Made me feel tired, occupied and leaving no room for myself... Seriously, there's sooooooooooOoooOoo many things coming up... And it's really been the most critical moment in my life... Mm hmmm... KAe, let the story begin....
She never expected it... She'd face all of it... In a split second, it was already in the past... Like for example, the most recent one is her dearest beloved great grandmother was admitted to ICU... It was pretty heartbreaking, her condition was bad and it kinda made her feeble... But when she faced her great grandmother, she was strong... Surprisingly, no tears cascade down her cheeks... She remained composed and deliver the message to her dearest great grandmother... She knew that she listened to her every word... Her lips moved and she felt that there's still hope... I felt motivated and some part of me felt like she'll be fine... I'll pray for her health, told her how much I loved her and lucky me... I've got no regrets... IT's like the best decision to stay by her side during her stay... THough my thoughts were running wild at the moment... I've got test on saturday, exam on sunday... Project work to hand in on next wednesday... And I'm like half prepared...
Facing all this as a challenge that will definitely make me grow as I've learnt to manage my own time... I felt better, much relieved that I've expressed what's been bottling in my heart... Especially bout her feelings towards her beloved great grandmother... She was fortunate to be able to visit her... She felt that she should accept the fact that she is EXTREMELY ill and could pass out any moment... Doc even said to be prepared for the worst... I've keep holding on, keep the hope alive that miracles do happen... Coz last time she survived the ordeal but why not now? I prayed that she'll have the enduring spirit within her to last long... Till the end of her last breath... Hopefully it won't be too late for me to say whatever I wanna say...
What's happened was already in the past... I'm glad that I faced all this coz it really taught me to be patient... Just surrender myself to him and insya allah I'll be fine =))
GTg...
Sayonara!
