When I think about it... It seems like i'll be overwhelmed by it... But it's actually a small thing... Doesn't seem to be the time to evaluate... To have the choice to choose... Both seems equally important... Both carries heavy responsibilities... Both requires time... As long as there's faith and hope, both could be balanced... Ain't sure why I'm feeling this way... When last time, the pressure made you grow... Made you become who you are today... Starting something isn't easy... After starting it, gotta keep up with the pace till reach the finish line... And eventually, success... Like it's being sad, success will only come after facing the greatest pain, disappointment and rejection... All you gotta do is be patient...
Managing emotions... When things got tough, and the pressure's like a spring being compressed I hafta tell myself to cool and chill... I can't rely on the emotions too much but gotta think straight... It might reach to an extend whereby i'll feel hopeless and helpless but in the end... Just regained composure be calm and everything's gonna be fine... All I've learnt through working experience... Not all things go our way... Acceptance will make a person feel like if it's meant to be then be it... Problems vs challenges is another thing... It'll be better to take something as a challenge rather than a problem coz problem is heavy... Like a huge burden you hafta carry... But when one takes it as a challenge, a person would feel slightly heartened...
It's very rare to see her in tears these days... It's like her tears are dried up... Even if she felt sad, most of the time she'll just keep herself busy and stop pondering bout it... She dun even have time for herself these days... Always rushing off somewhere... Doing this and that... Sometimes it's for other ppl benefits... Den she'll grew tired of it... Her excruciating soul can't take it anymore and she'll breakdown... It all takes time whereby if she can tolerate it, she will... If she can't then that's another story... Some hidden side of her are meant to be hidden... Just like how she managed not to reveal some things... Come on... It's like not everything could be shared with anyone... And... She should stop being so gullible... She should learn to not take things seriously... She's flexible enough at certain areas but yet to be flexible in certain areas... YEahhhh... it's time for a change and she will change...
Kae lahhh... It's getting pretty late... Ain't sure what I'm typing actually... Perhaps just blabbering... CAN"T WAIT FOR TMR!!!!! SEE YOU ALL, DEARIES!!!!! GONNA HAVE LOTSA FUN mannnn ^-^ hehe
SAYONARA!
