I admit it was my fault... I assumed it was 2pm but when they came in, I was dumbfounded... Seriously, I was speechless... I never had anyone to blame but just myself... And when I say those two names, I'm not blaming them or pin pointing them either... It's the TRUTH that they're with me... I'm sorry though to get you guys in the picture but we did it together... My intention was clear... They're my witness as to when I sign out... I'm not blaming them... Like everything we do, definitely have to have evidence right? The only thing that's bothering me is if there's no evidence and you are really really really telling the truth but they refuse to believe, what to do?

When I apologised, admit that it was my fault... She said that it wasn't enough... I wonder, what shall I say to make it enough =/ if i were to tell the truth, would she take it and believe me? If i were to tell the truth, would it change anything? If i were to tell the truth, would she listen and understand? *sigh* she even pointed out not to lie coz I'm fasting o.o I am being rational... Whatever I said is the truth... What do I get if i were to lie? Just adding more sins I suppose... So what am I supposed to do if they dun believe the truth? What am I supposed to say? And pushing it on me that it's not my first time I did this, can become so daring and bold that I dare to come out early... That is definitely not my intention... And it is my first time... Which is the truth... Even when I say that it's the truth, she said that it's not and I'm well prepared x_X it's like I rather die than making a mistake =( I'm being accused of something I'm not... I'm not like those students who did it all the time... In fact I dare vow that this would be my first and last time... Once I made a mistake, I would learn from it and would never repeat it again... Once bitten, twice shy...

My mouth were zipped... I didn't answer coz I do have that sense of respect... I was kinda speechless... I was in a dilema... If I answer, I would again be accused as being rude... If I didn't answer, they'd think of something which is definitely not me... It's been twice... I still remember that sentence "I am disappointed in you...." These 5 words really really really really stabbed my heart... It's like letting someone down when they have EXTREMELY high expectations of me... I am capable of better things, I know myself but it's just a mistake which wasn't done intentionally... It was a careless folly... Guess it's human nature ehhhh... Wondering if there's any good soul out there who'd understand... They tend to focus more on mistakes rather than giving compliments... When making a mistake, it's like a huge sin that is unforgiveable... They never notice the good side... Just one pathetic mistake destroys everything... I mean, come on... Human beings can't run from mistakes... Human beings are not perfect either... So what are your expectations actually?

No words could describe this excruciating soul... I'm exhausted... Congratulations, you made me cry while I'm fasting... Thank you... I realised that staying positive is difficult when there's no motivation at all... I dunno how's my future gonna be like if I'm supposed to do such thing... I just leave everything in HIS hands and put in a lil effort to uphold justice... Hopefully, I could make it through...

Guess i'm done here... It's been a tedious day which includes the mind so I better have my rest...

Sayonara!