How fast time flies... It's been 4 weeks in school and test, assignments and lotsa revision being piled up... It did taught me to do, revise and revise and revise till sometimes I felt that I don't even have time for myself... I don't even have time to read malay novels like i used to coz there's so much to read... Lotsa revision to be done coz the modules are full of names and functions to understand and know... Lucky me, I'm adapted in the kind of environment... At times, I do feel lazy but just hafta constantly remind myself that I shouldn't procrastinate... It's for my own benefits... Gotta be serious... At least there are some fun moments which I'd never thought that I'd be part of it... Recently, I'm not in a good mood to socialise, talk with friends and joke about... Only till today, I've found some spirit in me to learn to smile and laugh...
I've got the same kinda friend who laughs at the same jokes as me... Not really jokes lahhh but more to teasing the way teachers pronounce certain words... Just to keep myself awake, and nothing better to do... Besides that, today, 3 of my friends including me... Played true or dare... Most of the time, I was the one being selected x_x I did pick on dare and the worst one was I have to do a macarena =P We were in the multi lecture theatre and hafta do that in front of all nursing students?! No way mannn... I only break the limitation by squatting down and doing the macarena n_n one of my fren was dared to kiss a fren's hand, cheek, nose and ear XD I did have fun and great laughter among us all... It was a moment of laughter and i did felt much much better after all the laughter...
They're really really really nice friends... I'm glad that I've got the chance to mix with almost everyone in class... I did mix around only that during break i stick to the same group of ppl whom i'm having lunch with... Anywaez, today's bio test is already over and it felt like a burden being lifted off my shoulders... I found it easy mannn... I've got faith that I could definitely pass... Needed a slight break after that and I was looking forward to go to a place where I could suit myself in the environment that I'm in ^-^ Furthermore, there's an inspection to be done... There are some items I haven't prepare yet and luckily my manager was understanding... She's the best of the best manager mann... I'm told to prepare everything by 25 may which i hope by then i've got everything with me...
I was in a good mood when I'm in the office... I did acknowledge most of the managers I saw... Unlike the other day whereby I completely ignored them coz I dun feel like it n_n hehe... Hmmmm... Today was one of the days which I'm kinda blur too... I went to and fro office lotsa times to take those items which i forgot o.o Did a lil shopping on some items that i'm supposed to get and off to go home... Macam nak tgk movie but with who and what movie, still unsure x_X nvm... best to save money coz there's alot of things that i wanna get...
Sometimes it's difficult to settle in... My quiet nature and defensiveness towards them makes it like i'm difficult to befriend with... At times, I felt like i need my own space, own time... Then I'd distance myself from them... Still, I felt that it all takes time for them to see the real me... Whenever I do talk, sometimes i'm being ignored... What to do... It's best if i just talk to myself and entertain myself rather than getting hurt... Not being a pessimist here but it's just the fact... I'm better off alone... If there are friends around at times, I'm okay with it but if no, then let it be... A friend once told me that I am independent... Yeahhhh... Sounds true... Coz unlike other ppl... I dun see the necessity of why youngsters these days needed to be in a relationships when it creates more problems in their life... The good thing is just companion and the love for each other? Kinda like disgusted... Each time there's a slight crush, something seems to be on the way and I'm glad it's fading away... It's great when ppl dun realise that infatuation and it's kept within myself coz gossips could occur and it'll be rather immature so i'd rather keep it to myself... I'll just pray hard that the feelings won't grow coz it's not good to snatch something good...
