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Friday, April 16, 2010; It's not over =))

1st week of school is over just like that... FUH! The travelling journey was pretty far but it's enjoyable coz I do have company... My pri sch friend seemed to be in the same school as me... How cool does that sound?! *grinz* I was reminded of those days whereby we always spent time together and just be there for each other in times of need ^-^ hehe... There's another primary sch friend of mine who went to the same school as me and also the same course as me! How does that sound?! Pretty ASTOUNDING right? =P Not only the same school and same course but the best part is... Same class as me!!!!! =DD It's like we're destined to meet even though we're not from the same secondary school... So for the first week, I'm always with her and we also made new friends so we do hangout with them too... Hangout as in during break we ate together... Speaking of which, just today, there's been a huge group of malay friends including me eating lunch together... More than 10 people I suppose... Macam meriah gitu sehhh... And the best part was when we're late... Not saying that it's good to be late lahhh... But it really seems like a coincidence that those ppl who ate together at the same table were late including me... Coz after lunch we went our seperate ways... Surprisingly, the scariest teacher on earth(just exaggerating) didn't reprimand us for being late... Usually she would scream her lungs out and nag nag and nag and nag and also nag to us non- stop >.<

It's been a challenge to handle all of this simultaneously but bring it on! With all these on my shoulder, I made a choice not to join any cca... Coz working is already a cca for me coz I enjoy doing it... And another thing that i've learnt is to love what I'm doing coz it'll be much easier to carry out the task dutifully rather than having the mindset that it is a chore... Another mindset is to have the correct mindset which is to stay optimistic =)) The working experience taught me to have that kind of mindset but now, as I'm in school, have to adapt to another kind of environment... Like they say, Learn to attach and detach... It's been worth the struggle I suppose... As long as I stay in the correct mindset, it'll be fine *smilez*

As mentioned above, it's not over... It's just the beginning... I'm glad I've achieved that position... There's still lotsa things to learn... Hafta have good time management and learn how to multi task simultaneously... I'm ready to take up the challenge... gotta keep telling myself that it's a challenge that i need to overcome but not a problem i should face... Gotta keep telling myself that I have to have more solutions than problems... Actually, there's only 20% problems and there must be 80% solutions... Problems seems to be a huge burden that you carry on your shoulder all along... If one were to see it in another point of view, these problems won't be any problems at all if one were to take it as a challenge... Things may not go my way but not everything we want in life we could have it... As long as there's effort being put in and also hard work, it'll definitely be paid off... One of my managers told me that the sweetest success would come only after experiencing the greatest pain, hurt and disappointment... And success is 99% failure... So even if one fails, it doesn't means that the person would fail for their entire life...

Let's face it... Accept the fact of what had happened and just move on with life... Why dwell on the negativity when it's gonna waste our energy and also worsen our health? It isn't worth it... There's always a brighter side in anything... As for me, I'm gonna do what it takes to get what I want... It'll be AWESOME to be able to juggle everything in life... I'm not gonna be a passenger in my own life but I'm gonna be the driver... Take charge of my own life and make my own decisions... It's not gonna be a smooth journey, I'm aware of that... But no matter what happens, I shouldn't focus on the results but focus more on the journey... Coz without the journey, it wouldn't have changed me to who I am today... More focused and at least holding a position in the company =)) Without the journey, there won't be any results... Mm hmmm... Another manager also told me that a person's thoughts would lead to action and the action would lead to results... So there's an importance of staying optimistic, stop blaming others and stop complaining... It won't make anything better...

It would be a waste to let go my work just like that coz recently, I felt that I'm seriously in love with it till it appear in my dreams ^-^ And in the dreams, it's been great all along... Everyone was happy and it's like a sharing session...Not only that, the work keep on coming and then fading into my mind at times when I'm in school... It's like it took up half my life already and it feels like my work is like my bf coz it's the one which motivates me to study coz without the working experience, I won't be who I am today in school... Since it's already taken up half of my life, I can't simply let it go just like that coz the efforts would be wasted... It's also the best of the best thing that happened to me so I'm gonna keep it close to me... I'd be very very very and VERY negative in school and will be easily influenced if I didn't work... Even though it's only 1 month's plus, I feel so connected and attached to my work... In fact, I dun mind having no ** because I wanna focus on life now... No necessity for that coz I won't have time for it and I dun wanna get myself involve with anything related to feelings coz it might destroy me... So, be careful with who you mix when you're in school and keep up that defensive attitude towards **** =P

K lahhh... It's been a long post... My eyes are getting heavy... Take care peeps!

4/16/2010