All good things have got to come to an end... Seems like that's the way... But there are some which are endless... Friendship? She's at a losing end... It's her own folly... She distant herself... She dun feel like talking... Even if there is some random conversations, she doubt it could be prolonged... She managed to control her thoughts and accept the fact that it wasn't mean to be... Even if it means letting go... Well, is there anyone in this world who won't let go of a loved one despite knowing that the person suffered because of someone? It is really a miracle to meet such a friend if that friend truly exist... Is it because she's becoming independent as days passed? At times, she dun even know who she's turning to become... An introvert perhaps?


I've never expected that text... Of all the things that had occurred, why of all time you text suddenly and ask that sudden question? My soul is being drained and dun feel like it... It's so typical and common to be in a relationship... I dun need one coz I've got lotsa things up my sleeves to worry about... For instance, my great grandma whom I've been missing her dearly coz it's been months since I last visit her... Coz of this busy life that I am facing... Though each time I felt like I'm crumbling into the sand and drowned in my own world, I gotta be strong for the sake of loved ones... Even though I dunno who will I run to... Haiz... What's the necessity and the use of it when the heart's already harden... Maybe coz of that too that ur not like who you used to be... Nvm gurl, she's just being herself... It's just rather unfair... Maybe it's coz of her attitude... She won't care bout what others think but it's difficult to put up a brave front... She sometimes wondered whether she expects too much or whatsoever... They always have it... Hmmm... Does this sounds like she's reapproaching herself? Ouh well... She'll quietly pass... She'll be invisible coz it's true that she deserve it if it's worth a sacrifice... Embrace yourself gurl... You know who's supporting you... She cherish those memories which never failed to bring joy in her life... Well. the future might be brighter for you... Stay optimistic and persevere through all this... You'll make it thru =]]


At least she knows where she stand with what had ocurred... As for now, ur one and only main focus is O-levels which is just around the corner... It's less than 40 days and here I am blogging x_x Nvm... It's only for a while... You'll do revision soon...

~cheerios