So then she'd gotten back her results and her parents had met her classparents... At that point of time, she simply stood rooted at the pathway outside the hall and faced the classroom blocks... At any moment, she could let it all out on the spot... Worried about her parents reaction... Worried if she did disappoint them... Worried that if the only teacher that she once admired would put her down and discourage her more... When she her ownself should take good care of her won health... Lucky my parents were supportive despite knowing my results... Even another of her bekas cikgu who taught her before motivated her and encouraged her... She was touched by her words of encouragement and then out of the blues, her spirits began to be lifted and she cried coz of tears of joy...

So, it's really been a relief... The choice is hers to make and mum said that it's her choice whether she wanna push myself or not and dad mention that he'll be supporting her... Awwwwwwwwhh mannn... She hope she could do it and get those results that she aimed and then entered the poly she wanted to go... Rest assured, she will =)) Though each time she stumbled on the ground, the courage to gather all the strength to get up back onto her feet is decreasing... Haiz... It's tough... Emotions do play a part to... When things starting to get out of control, how'd u just simply take it to the brain and not the heart? =//

It's time... She'd already accept the fact and it have to remain that way to save the friendship... She can't let such matters destroy the friendship... NO WAY! She'll manage to bottle it up within her and even if it's not necessary for her to let the cat out of the bag, she won't coz it's her one and only secret that she hold it dearest to herself... Nobody else should know coz everything will change... Seems rather mysterious but hopefully, she could remain composed coz by any moment she could blurt it out =PP hehe

Tmr's national day celebration and the graduating students are celebrating it in class?!!! how LAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEE can that be >.< haiyoooo

K den... I'm outta here

~cheerios