Ouh well... Seems like that's the case... It's so unlike her to cry over something but at times she can't stop those tears from cascading down her cheeks... Though it seems rather childish, if it's emotions that's been controlling her, she'll try to manage it... Sometimes, the effort a person puts in could be in vain as the result turns out unexpected... Haiz... It's time to focus, focus and FOCUS gurl! Get that straight into the head... She'd been trying and had been persevering till she became drowned and turning to be someone whom she doesn't even know... Hmmm... Izzit wrong to like blog bout some issues here? Or perhaps showing how coward a person could be... But sometimes, there are words which are left unsaid and it's only meant to blog about... Certain issues are not meant to be bottled up and blogging seems the answer for her... Haiz... How does it feel like to achieve such grades when no matter how much effort one put in, it's still minimal... It's tough... But as long as she's got faith in herself, she'll manage it... Still working on it...
However, what's been told to her adds up the pressure... What's been happening lately to her orang2 tersayang... They shouldn't be treated in such a manner and it just affects her... She's still a weakling in handling her emotions and could cry over small matters... Yeahhh... She's actually scared when facing all this... She's rather scared if she were to have a mental breakdown over things that perhaps doesn't even concern her but her dearest ones... Maybe God wants her to learn something from all this... She realised something... She's at fault... For behaving in such a manner... human beings do make mistakes and she admits that she just act without thinking... She still needs the support from loved ones... At any moment, she felt like she could stumble to the ground and just give up... Hopefully, that won't happen... It's not gonna be the same anymore... Whatever it is, she'll just focus on what she have to focus...
If it's meant to be... If only this heart could be strong enough to resist all those... She just gotta find her motivation back, it's within her and she knows it... Dun let anything affect her and one more thing, DUN BE SIDETRACKED! Just give your best shot =))
