Never expected it... Seriously seriously seriously... Never expected it... Of the 7 subjects... She did badly... Worse than ever... Her results smacked her in the face and this is the harsh reality that she had to face... Each time she fall, she's up back to her feet but seems to be going aimlessly... She did put in hard work... She did put in effort but time and again, she was crushed... Crushed from the fact that reality is harsh and she's got no other choice but to face it... She's already vowed to herself to continue striving no matter what the odds are... She's gone thru alot these days... Being humiliated, scolded and especially disappointed... She let some ppl down... She let those who cared down... She let those who have high expectations of her down... All this really open her eyes to start working and stop whining... Coz she knew that to achieve such brilliant results, it takes lotsa effort, determination and perseverence...
She's learnt her lesson and NEVER gonna repeat the same mistake twice... She'll do well the next time round... Her source of motivation is somewhere within her and to those who know, they know who they are... It's coz of them she's able to embrace herself... Though her excruciating soul did tell her to stop, the only way to achieve what she really want is to continue pushing herself... Rest assured, she'll make it thru as she still have the faith to hold on =))
She learnt to let go... Though he’s the one at heart, when he gaze at someone else, he won’t know how she feel… She knows he doesn’t think of her at all… She knows that her tears in the heart kept on cascading profusely… HAiz… Even if he dunno how she feel… Even if they pass each other’s path’s… She yearn to see him… On days she find hard to bear, she knows that deep down… She wanna express those words… But it’s okay… She gotta accept the fact… Still moving on… Sometimes it’s just difficult to understand someone… Can’t understand someone… He’s been using her bag to school EVERYDAY and what pissed her off is the bag isn’t even his?! GO GET YOU OWN BAG LAAAAAAAA!!!!! Suruh tolong sikit je dah semacam… What’s so difficult?! Grrrr…. Tau laaa pandai masak abih lepas tu, tak tau nak clear kepe… Tak tau cuci kuali kepe, hah?!!!! Can’t stand it… Ishhh… Dah ingat diri tu bagus sangat, tak yah tolong orang ahhhh… Awwwwhh gurl, get a grip of urself… It’s not worth it to waste ur breath… Don’t let it get to you… Nothing much left to be said... GTg...
~cheerios
