Hmmm...Done with the testimonial that had to be handed in by tomorrow... Can't believe it for the first time, I'm writing an entry about myself and the good side of me ^-^ hehe... And more like giving compliments to my own self... Seems like it does boost my own morale and a lil on self esteem =P Or maybe, to pamper myself too after sooo much effort that doesn't seem that much x_x
Take eng for instance... I got this feeling in me that my eng would turn baddd... It's getting tougher and tougher for each subject except ART... Needs more intensive practices and be more disciplined... And by the word disciplined, for goodness sake, STOP BEING A PRO PROCRASTINATOR... Gotta change the habit gurl!!! XD
Never knew that the silence between us is killing me... Used to text each other @ least 3 times per week... But this time round it's like not even once per week =// *sigh* wonder what's happening to the friendship that we once had... Used to be rather close last time and could share any happenings with each other but now, had it turned sour and am I losing someone? This friendship... Izzit gonna turn us to be acquaintances and then strangers? It's like I'm being kept in the dark and wondering...wondering and wondering... Whether am I suppose to bother or even care about it? Or izzit just me being sensitive bout this issue? Can't find any answers though... Then there's another person who could easily forgive an immature "joke"... But not acknowledging a friendship for NO particular reason?! How coward and immature can it be... Seems like that another person haven't grow up yet huhhh... Despite being the oldest in the school >.< is ="PP
Well, it isn't about getting fantastic grades and be complacent about it... In a matter of fact, the hard work and time put in for a certain subject will show the results... The journey towards learning... It's tough but not impossible... However at times it seems like the motivation and inspiration seemed to have died off... Where and how can I get it back? After a fall or failure? As long as there's still hope... Have faith =))
tomorrow's racial harmony dayyyy...
And i can't believe it i'm gonna wear a malay traditional costume for the last time, final year in CTSS ^-^ hehe... Looking forward to it...
~cheerios