So today was just like any other normal dayyy... Except that she was being rather slow and blur... The first thing was she went to school as per normal... But leave house around 7.17am which was rather late... She thought just coz of exam it's an excuse for her to come late... The usual her would rush to school, run like trying to finish a marathon but as for today she could still take her own sweet time =.= She strolled to school despite seeing few clementeens around... Ouh well... She could still lumber at the sheltered pathway in the entrance of school but when saw that a pair of eyes was informing her to hurry up, she dashed but still, not so fast XD Weirddd... She could still smile when being told "Haneesah, awak kene double ehh..." Lucky a classmate of hers was around and was late too... So, have to go for detention the next dayy...

Today's just Chemistry paper... After that was art... Which was when the abnormal her came about... She tripped twice on the table's leg and even her art teacher was wondering what's wrong with her... She just grinned for an answer... Well, at that point of time, she was feeling rather tired as u can see, art begans at around 10 and ends at around close to 4... It's a few hours of doing the first coat on the canvas but it is extremely tired... Especially when she didn't even pause for toilet breaks or any breaks... The next one was when she was told to do different thing n she did the opposite... She was told to finish the first coat on the radio but she started to paint the radio ^-^ The side effects of her being lethargic n_n hehehehe... Lucky i'm done with my first coat and tinggal nak paint je! FUH?!!! FINALLLY, can start to paint by next weekkkk =DD

ouhh myyy... Can't imagine what's wrong with her... She's being rather weirddd when she could trip on the table's leg not only once but TWICE! Then she didn't listen to instructions... The other thing was she listened to songs without fully plucking in the extension of the wire to her earpiece... That's why she heard the lyrics of the songs like fading away and only the tune of the music could be heard >.< ish3... Lucky a good buddy of hers help her to it... What a day to be freaking selenge... Hehehhehehe...

Got timetable for focus oreadyyy... Gonna stay in school after term 3 exams... Intensive focus... Till night time... By then she would be stressed out... She's got so many things to learn and there's so little time... As days passed, it seemed more like a struggle... Haizzz...

Haiz... Another thing was... It would be a lie if she were to say that her absence didn't affect her studies... But she's getting it well... She's accepting the fact that she's gone and she's much in better care in the hands of the Almighty... Still, he seems to not let her go and grief about it... It is difficult to let go of a loved one... Especially if it's the one you've lived with for years and years... If it's this case, wonder when will he get over it... Seriously, when dad told her how his condition was living alone, she felt hopeless... There's nothing else she could do except after her prayers, doakan untuk him to redha dengan pemergiannya... Her responsibility as a student is just to study... She'd never thought she'd had to face all this... Just the thought of this, she felt pressurised... Seriously, she's been having exams and exams and can't let anything jeopardise it but matters of feelings could stop her... That's what she's afraid of =// And when the results turned out bad, she can't probably say that she can't cope coz of what had occurred... It hurts... It hurts when she have to bottle things inside... She's got more than enough on her sleeves to face all this... She felt sooooo stressed outt... This feeling sux coz she can't relax neither could she be a procrastinator anymore... The good thing was she finally had that desire in her to do well... All she could ask for was for him to understand her responsibility as a student and not making her guilty for not visiting him... Time is running out... I felt bad mentioning that but I dun seem to have much of a choice =// perhaps i'll make it up to him after my o-levels... And i hope by then i've settled down...

~cheerios