Wow?! How fast time flies... Gone were the 1st week of june hols... 3 more weeks to go till sch reopens... Ouh well, doesn't seem like a holiday though... Still have to go back to sch, complete syllabus and do revision... Coz in july, time for term 3 exams to take place... Mm hmm... It's time... Be disciplined and focus =PP

*sigh* It seems extremely difficult to brush him off my mind... It already happened, it's over but it's really been a wonder... Why'd you ponder more bout those who hurt you rather than those who care..? Izzit coz of the greater impact that they'd caused before..? Perhaps it's coz of these day that brought back memories... 7 june was the 1st day we used to be in a relationship 3 yrs ago... And it's still fresh in my mind =// As I stare at my revision notes, trying to let it flow in me, understand them, it all appears blank... No time left to sidetrack bout all these unnecessary stuff... The thing is, you keep telling yourself to focus, and you know you should but you couldn't... It's like you're being troubled by something that shouldn't affect you in any kind of way... Just like the ability to not concentrate... This isn't you... Those days... When it seems easy to concentrate and get good grades, are they meant to be only memories? Just because he's there to support and motivate you doesn't mean that you have to depend on him forever... Coz you've learnt not to depend on him too much anymore... Entah la... So now it meant that you've gotta be self motivated just like how u manage to pull thru the ordeal that ocurred before... @ times, it seems weird that I kept on hoping for the presence of the one who gives me the motivation n inspiration instead of the one with his sweet nothings... Just doesn't seem right and is so twisted *sigh*

It's time to open those books up and start revision... Dun let anything get to you... Seems like the passion to do well is burning... Gotta stay optimistic too... Failure doesn't mean ur gonna fail forever... Brace yourself, gurl... You'll make it thru =)) no matter what the odds are, you're gonna face it with courage and give your best shot *grinz* Ouh yarrr... My 26 may 09 post was about a device that had already broken down but now, glad that i've got a new one =PP hehe... So, i'm contactable now... Peeps, dun forget to keep in touch! ^-^ hehe... I felt rather guilty though... I've been keeping my results of the recent mock exams to myself rather than informing my parents... Entah la, macam tak deserve the new hp... Make me feel baddddd =// nvm, perhaps u'll prove the improvements made thru the term 3 exams *winkz*

I've realised something... The joy of giving is better... Though it's nothing compared to the friendship that we had... Just a token of appreciation for all that you've done... Filling those still and silent days with kekek-NESS and laughter... Memang benar, abang sendiri is irreplacable tapi sama dgn sebuah persahabatan yang dapat mengubatkan rindu terhadap abang sendiri... Nowadays, it seems kinda dificult to reach out to my own brother... Well, he does gives me guidance and still behave as before but there's something missing... Kemesraan antara adik beradik macam dah hilang =// and then i turn to you... Thanks bro for not getting tired of my lameness, merepekness and the keluh-kesahNESS ^-^ hehe... Step ade such word jeee... it only exist in my dictionary laaa n_n hehe... And never fail to macam paham all the time n_n hehe... Well, all the best for your NS days and keep in touch yarrr =DD you know who you are *grinz*

These days... Mimpi yang pelik2 sehh... Nvr gonna state it here coz i'll embarrass myself =PP hehe... Ouh well... I've made my stand... Gonna give it all... Studystudystudy and studystudystudy all the way! XD hopefully, when the going gets tough, ain't gonna stop and ponder but strive harder... Yeah, you go girl! hehe

K la... I'm outta here... Lots of things to be done...

~cheerios