Still being a pro procastinator and leaving things unsettled... These holidays like changed me to be more lazier XD there are times when I've settled and did my revision but i doubt it's enough... Still a long way to go to pull up my socks as there's so many knowledge and skills to learn... Despite doing some revision, none of the deadlines that i've set to do was accomplished?! NONE!!! Gosh, the high and mighty disciplined leader can't even disciplined herself and today's the last day of june hols =// ouh my! Anywaez, i've been like thinking and wondering what's with me and when the hols seemed like holiday, i'm more into stoning and just staring into space... Macam takde kerje nak buat padahal ade banyak yang perlu dilakukan...
Lagi2 sejak kebelakangan ni, dia tu kerap muncul dalam ingatan... Maybe coz of the songs I've heard either at the radio or those who sang our favourite song kat anugerah... Den I'll be reminded of those days we text and had conversations on the phone... Also those days we spent together... It's just so difficult to not have anything in mind when the memories are cherished... Despite not being in a relationship anymore, seems like it's just better that wayy... I'm glad I've returned those gifts back coz I dun wanna have any more hopes or anything more to do with it... Weird, even though it's outta my sight, masih terbayang-bayang je... Hmmm... Takpe la, u've experienced that emotion before and it's time to let go of it... Brace urself coz there's still loved ones around... @ least you've been loved and lost rather then not to be loved than lost... Ytd seemed like a long day coz pagi2 je I'm @ my grandpa's hse padahal kenduri is after maghrib... Cuzzin's bro fetched us and I was quiet throughout the journey... LAgi2 duduk sebelah driver... Tak biase so i just remained quiet though there are some questions left unanswered but nvm... Most of the time, slacccckk je but there's time for revision and i did revise =)) even if duduk menghadap tv and cerita hindustan which captured my attention into watching it coz of the plot n_n seems rather different though it's still about love story =P hehe... Hmmm... Den the food catering ppl came n sent the food... The smell of the food made me drool sehhh XD time soon flies by and bila lepas maghrib je, terus sibukkkk... Coz have to pack the food into plastic bags for berkat... Sedara mara n those pak cik2 yang datang ramai dok! Lebih dari 30 orang if i'm not wrong... Tak terlayan... Good thing was my great grandma was present too... She was in one of the rooms...
It all started when I tried to help out... Bro was passing me a big big plate with 4 cups stack onto of each other and some other small plates... Luckily it happened in the kitchen... I kinda lose balance and sent the cups crashing and a loud noise could be heard... Paiseh beb! Lucky it was in the kitchen not at the hall... Bro then teased me that today is sat, dun be angry XD @ that time i was speechless so i hid myself for a moment to regain the composure...
I realised i kinda saw someone who looked familiar but when i came to my senses, it's just pelanduk dua serupa... Ouh well... Then someone was being weirdd all alonggg... My cuzzin's brother... He used to be introvert and extreme quiet but while helping out in the kitchen or distributing food to the guests, he seems rather friendly... Then a person came along n took a curry puff but dun let others to take it... I was like "ehhh, tak aci... dia boleh ambik kita tak lehh" surprisingly, he was like "tu pasal ahh" then when it happen to be he took the cloth that i wanted... coz we have to wipe the plates dry... then i thought there's 2 cloth in his hand coz it's pink and blue colour... but when i pulled out the pink colour cloth, it is together with the blue cloth... then we both laughed... he seemed hesitant to hand over the cloth so i let him have it and find another job to do...I entered the room my great grandma was in... macam kecoh je kat that bilik... coz there are other visitors in the room too... So macam meriah and can she she was smiling and it was a relief... It's been some time since i last saw that smile n_n so, teased her abit, cucuk her pinggang and she melatahh XD hehe... Seems like a good time... Den tak puas cucuk my great grandma, bro jadi mangsa =PP hehe... Den when bro was rather geram with me, he tried to lift me up and tried my best to stick my feet to the ground macam letak glue gitu tapi he managed to lift me... lucky i was facing my great grandma's direction kalau tak, malu juga coz near the door there got another uncle in his early thirties macam diri situ jadi jaga =.= I was shouting my lungs out though it wasn't that loud coz i dun wanna create any attention ^-^ hmmmm... but it feels so ecstatic to have the sibling intimacy back...
Cuzzin's bro dah macam kebuluran sehhh... He kept on eyeing for visitors to go back so that he can eat... Indeed, he was the first person who eat and begitu selera... Bro was pointing at him n i was with bro @ that time so we both teased him and he just grinned... "Eh ehhh... Orang tu dah makan dulu... Lapar sangat ye...." "Tu pasal laaa... Tak tunggu orang sehh, dah bedal dulu... betul punye lapar kawan" hhehehhe...
Wasn't feeling that tired or sleepy despite the time... It was 11 plus till we cleared up everything and headed towards home... Seems like a good dayyy =)) with great grandma around and seeing her happy is just enough to tenangkan hati ni n_n guess that's life... Seeing loved ones smiling is just enough to make one pleased *grinz* i just hope i could find the time to keep in touch with her...
K la... I'm outta here... This post is already longer than expected but it sure was a good day...
~cheerios
