You've pulled thru... Concentrating on what to memorise is difficult with lotsa things running in ur mind... But loved ones had faith in you that u could do it... It's not sympathy but the care that they showed u touched ur heart to the extent that ur being brought back to life... It's time... To let go...
It's one of the difficult things to do in life... @ times, I could accept the fact... @ times, I began to wonder why isn't she around? Gone were the smile... Gone were the affection... Gone were the naggings... In that house, I felt her soul watching... I felt her observing, somewhere... Perhaps ensuring safety and all... I almost feel like I've gotten over it but as the momories haunts me down, I missed her... She's the best of the best... Sometimes her face appeared and soon vanish just like that =// tak mampu ku lakukan apa2 hanyalah berserah... Sesungguhnya dia lebih selamat di sisi tuhan...Can't hold on any longer... To deal with school work, to rush back and fourth frm my house to where my grandpa lives seems to be a routine... It's really exhausting... On top of that, it feels like there's so many things to be done and yet I am not doing anything much... In the end, I'm disappointed in myself... No words could describe the excruciating soul that's been drained of energy lately... I'm freaking pissed to let emotions take control of me but what can I do? I've tried by all means to even succumb to fate but *sigh* it's all happening without me realising... Time is runnning out... Soon enough, there's term 3 exams followed by prelims... When can I ever be ready? =//It's really annoying to be told to do things... can't one simply do things and dun order others to much? What are u trying to say by ordering around? I'm not suppose to blurt this all out but it seems like all day long, demanding for this and that, ordering to do this and that... Instead of helping out, it feels more like being treated like a pet... Coz of being respectful, got no other choice but to obey the order... Will there be a change? Sometimes when ppl point out other ppl's mistakes, ppl forget to notice their own... Everyone is tired, who isn't... Certainly, have to get a grip and please stop ordering around... I'm sorry I feel this way though I'm not supposed to but it's rather frustrated and annoyed when some things are reach-able and can simply take it...
Gurl... you gotta embrace urself and face reality... Kegagalan bukan bererti kegagalan untuk selamanya... Berusahalah, agar keputusannya membuatmu tersenyum atas kejayaan yang dikau peroleh... Janganlah putus harap... Kehidupan sentiase penuh dgn liku-liku untuk menyedarkan manusia bahawa tanpa masalah, bukanlah kehidupan namanya... Percayalah bahawa kesedihan itu hanyalah sementara... Walalu teman rapatmu kini merupakan airmata, bermakna hatimu sentiasa hidup... tidak gelap dgn tawa yang penuh dgn kepuraan... Ada teman yang sudi berkongsi suka dan duka tetapi ada yang tidak... Ada yang cuba untuk merampas sesuatu darimu namun... Biarlah... Perkara sebegini sudah lali... Ku rela berkorban... Tiada teman tidak bermakna hidup tidak berguna... Kadangkala, seseorang harus pandai berdikari dan tidak terlalu bergantung harap kepada orang lain =PPLooking forward to a brighter day ahead... Hopefully i'll learn something out of everything that i've experienced... I'm worn out... Hopefully it'll never cross my mind to do such silly thing...
