Today's morning assembly was rather different... Never expected that speech from the vice principal... It did touched my heart and increased my morale in doing well for the upcoming O-levels... He share different sortsa stories... Bout his students... Who manage to scrap thru N levels and the upcoming yr... He was still interested in playing games n nvr gave up playing it... When he realised bout his results, then he began to work hard... He'd ask for more additional papers to do n will always prompt him whether it's marked or not... In the end, he gets a distinction for that paper, if i'm not wrong, it's maths paper... I'm not amazed with the result but rather amazed that he could change to the extent to be determined in his studies n persevere the tough journey...

He agreed that it wasn't an easy journey coz have to persevere and be consistent... Maybe this isn't that true, "Excellence is a habit" coz even in the end, when one persevere, work hard towards the end n never give up, success will be the result... And to look back with no regrets... He added, "What's the formula for success?" His answer was "teachers... look around you... You've got the best teachers round the whole world... I'm glad you come to this school... In fact, you are lucky to be in this school to have such wonderful teachers..." He then continued with classes by classes n the names of certain students from the class to tell them to work hard n not give up... Next, when he summarise everything up, sempat buat lawak," Yeahh... Sec 5s, u have 5-6 more years for ur o-levels... [paused] Laughter surrounded the hall... It should be months but he said years n_n hehe... "I''m sorry, maybe i'm nervous coz it's my last time up here"

"All of you can make it through... Help each other out, work together as a class... " "You may be discouraged, but dun be disappointed" Deep down, his motivational talk did motivate me to do well... his words had been so encouraging unlike some teachers who only know how to condemn students n keep on pressurising students that"If this is ur result, how are u gonna sit for ur O-levels?" =PP Nvm den... Gurl, u seriously gotta prove them wrong... Work hard like how you'd always do... You'll make it thru like how u normally do... If u manage to conquer mt kinabalu, y not O-levels? think about it...

Hakikatnya, cinta itu permulaan sebuah derita... Dibayar dgn air mata sekalipun belum tentu mendatangkan bahagia sekelip mata... Pergilah cinta, andai itu mampu mengembalikan kebahagiaan... Biarkan sahaja bahagia kasih itu berlalu, andainya itulah harga sebuah kepahitan yang perlu dibayar... Biarlah rindu ini terusi kita tidak bersua lagi kini kau pergi tinggalkan aku sendiri... [janjimu-khatijah ibrahim] Sidetrack kejap ^-^ @ times, u did appear in my mind... THose days we had, sweet memories, sweet moments together... THough sweet nothings, made me stronger... true enough, love conquers all but it doesn't last... You disappear when i stop replying to ur sms or calls... In the end, it's a moment of disappointment but i manage to grasp myself with the support from loved ones... Life's experience taught me to accept, let go n move on... THANKS PPL! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE *winkz*

I've gotten back my results for my mock exam papers... Weird, I know myself well enough that the results dun affect me that much coz I dun even feel sad of the pathtic marks... Well, perhaps one or 2 but not those i did badly n_n hmmm... Perhaps i knew i've to strive harder and work much harder for the upcoming exams... Coz it's what i do after all that failure is all that matter n learning from my mistakes too... Gonna give it all like how I manage to reach the summit of Mt Kinabalu XD hehe... Yeahhh... Not gonna stop halfway, continue striving and keep moving on... You know you can do it =)))

Haiz... Stop it la ehhh... I'm not gonna let such thing jeopardise my studies... What's with the looks and all, hah?! Stop pretending that you care or so... Just stop, okay! Don't you know it's rude to stare? And one more thing... FOR GOODNESS SAKE... Please treat others like how you want them to treat you... Dun go to them for the sake of asking one particular thing, or brag about something and den totally n completely ignore that person?! What do u take that person for? Rubbish?! Don't you know that ur attitude s****?! Yeahhh... though you have many frenz but why'd treat them in such a way that the others were like robots without feelings? Enough is enough okay! I'm sick and tired of you, M****!!!! Dah la... Tak yahh marah2, waste breath je... Lebih baik gi belajar for maths test tmr =PPP [p.s siape2 yang terase, too bad la ehhh... makan chilli, rase la pedasnye]

K den... I'm outta here, with a new spirit and determination to do well... Hopefully, I'd be able to stay positive and consistent throughout =DDD

~cheerios