It's scary how fast time flies... In a few weeks time, it's mid yr exams oready =// and i'm not sure i am prepared for it *sigh* with lots of thoughts running in my mind on which to start with and how to consistently manage time well made me realise how much work that have to be done... and time is running out...
@ times, I had this fear in me... That I've tried to disagree with my own instincts and the heart kept on insisting that i can do it... But my mind stopped me from doing so... This sux! I dun wanna be control by these emotions that wrapped me and stop me from doing what I want... It's just that, when there's so many things to be done n getting started is the most difficult part, how'd u even start? =//
I've gotta pull thru all this and stop showing the other side which is so unlike you... Mm hmm... When that question was being asked, I simply ignore but i really felt like answering it... I dunno y my heart kinda soften despite what u did... Perhaps that's what friends are, forgive and forget... But no matter what ur mistake was, it was oready in the past and I know this cold shoulder I've been giving u is rather childish... I wanna stop all this and befriend you back but it all seemed worthless... I doubt u deserve kindness for what u've done... Never gonna give you face or be friendly again... Once is already enough...You'd better concentrate in your studies now... It's rather haywire with the new topics coming in whereby revision is also essential... Hopefully with all the hard effort that ur gonna put in, it's gonna be worthwhile =))
Izzit just simply gossips or rumours? Of how one treat the other? Just to talk bout certain topic but she's like being used... Go to her for answers and ignore her when there's no need to ask anything..? What's it like to be treated that way? Won't one feel pissed, irritated, annoyed, frustrated? Put urself in her shoes... Have u ever done that... Ohhh... I bet NOT! Come on la... this yr is a crucial yr y waste time on redundant stuff? Y get that feeling n bring others down? Y can't one accept the fact that, that's what others have but one dun have? Everyone have their own strengths n weaknesses... Stop being Miss High And Mighty before it's too late... This headache that I've been having since yesterday is killing me =[[ Gotta go have plenty of rest...
~cheerios
