Today is different from the normal school days... Clementi Town Secondary held it's own Sports Carnival in school... Those games like captain's ball, frisbee, roller blading, floorball and many others... Mine was swimming...
Headed to the pool feeling butterflies in my stomach... I dun wanna entertain such thoughts that I can't make it... But, I can't refrain myself from doing so =// I breathed heavily;regaining my composure... I feel rather weird after that...
Upon reaching the pool, we were told to change... My energy was drained dunno coz of what... Deep down, I know myself... Something's bound to occur, if not y would I be in such a state..?
Waiting is a torture... Events after events time soon flies by... Discovered some potential swimmers in some of the participants... They're like sooooo "WOW?!" n_n or perhaps it's just me who was easily impressed ^-^
True enough, something that occur while she paused for a moment... I suspect something was wrong and I dashed there... I waited for a few moments as I'm unsure of what to do... He came along n told me to save you... Without wasting anymore second, I jumped into the pool without realising i'm wearing pants... He told me I am wearing it n i dunno what's got into me that I wanna come back up to the pool n_n nvm bout that, I pulled her near the side of the pool n carried her out... I saw she looked rather traumatised by everything instead of pain of cramps... Nvr wanna ask but ouh well... Since @ that point of time, i dunno y i felt rather blurrrr.... Haiz... Seems like I'm not myself @ all...After the whistle was blown, I swam swiflty... It was too good a try... I realised that speed is important in everything we do... Nvm bout the position... I heard a voice in me to persevere... Like,"Gurl! You're reaching soon! Abit more abit more! You can do this! Come on!!!!!" And then, there comes the inspiration ^-^ I continued my way towards the finishing line... With my last ounce of strength, with both hands, I touched the finishing line... I sighed heavily... It's over... I knew I did my best but luck wasn't @ my side... I closed my eyes, exhaled slightly... Quickly, got out of the pool... Dun wanna know my position or even care... I know myself... I haven't been performing due to my own folly... Dah rezeki orang lain... Biarkan...
Headed back to sch... Observed classmates participating in respective events and some have the spirit, some like giving up... Some not persevering n trying their best... Weird... Y focus on the other opponent not being fair when deep inside, one have to try their best... It's just a game... Or maybe that's the spirit of competetiveness...
It's time for the staff n teachers to participate in a telematch... And someone's kinda active running around here n there... He always looks good as usual... Mm hmm... It doesn't seem like a good start coz the hula hoop fell to the ground... And caught him shaking shaking... With that, many girls went wuuuuu----wooooaaaahhhh!!!! A moment of attention... Those girls... Typical one... Fall for looks... As long as ur different, it's good to know... I fall for that one of a kind charisma u had... I fall for that patience u had... N then that friendliness... Lastly, looks ^-^ Suddenly, this feeling seems to fade away... Not coz of eny or anything but it's time... I should step into reality and not be in my own world of fantasy... It isn't a sin liking someone but all that matters is happiness... Yeah... Knowing u'd be gone that early, I hope the inspiration n motivation in me continues to burn with the admiration i once had for you... Time flies and that day will come... So long, I wish you enough... My wishes are always with you... Just for you to be happy is good enough =)) sayonarraaaaaa!!!! Sppech day parade rehearsalllll tmr =/ *sigh* feeling so unwell rite now... So, i guess i better pen down my thoughts here... Have enough rest... GTg...
~cheerios
