11 days more... I'm outta here... Singapore seems to be a stressful place to live in... For 1 week, going to Auckland, New Zealand to enjoy... Life's meant to be enjoyed... Ouh well... I'll stop my blabbering before I may not know what crap may comes out next XD

These days... Have been spending time with gurlfrenz especially rafiqah... We've been seing more of each other during the hols... Mostly, to find for a job... But then now, we've stop finding... We've applied for so many jobs but rezeki not on our side, so what to do... Dah berusaha tapi tuhan yang menentukannya... Stick at home doing house chores... House chores n more house chores... Well, that's a responsibility one can't run away from... Though if one dun like it, there doesn't seem any choice not to do it...

Haiz... Everyday at home, sometimes it feels like u've got so many things to do and they'll be undone... Doing everything alone makes one feel very lethargic... @ least it feels like one is rather independant even if being left alone... Only that some people... Only knows how to take advantage of others... Is home like a hotel to some people? Early in the morning, they wake up and breakfast is prepared... All they have to do is just eat... Then leaving the kitchen for others to clear it up... It seems rather selfish and irresponsible... Come on la... If someone is the last person who ate n made a mess in the kitchen, y leave other ppl to clear the mess for them since it's their mess?

Izzit really human nature? To leave the mess for others to clear it up? Ouh well... Seems like the person is being treated like a maid... The other person lives in luxury... It's meant to be that way,eh? Life is unfair... And especially if one is tired enough to do something, and can't even rest but to do more stuff, won't that person feel more stressed? Even if it's at home? Locking up in the room... Will only come out when it's lunch or dinner time... Haiz... While the other party works very dilligently preparing meals... After finish having the meals, it's the same party who cleared up the kitchen... Not the party who ate... People mind their own business do they... But sometimes, it's minding their own business too much without realising that others need their help too... Nobody will be fairly treated...

So, what are the solutions? To these kind of ppl who think that there are others who'll do the job n taking them for granted? Hmm... Confronting won't do any good... There have been such cases that confronting turns the person worse... Or so, like the saying "masuk telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri" =.= Guess patience, perseverence and tolerance is all that it takes to manage all this... If life's predicted this way, with such responsibilities... Can't simply complain but what someone have to do... Just go with the flow and in the end, those who did work, will benefit and those who didn't too bad...

I'm simply letting it all out... It's been a long time I've keep all this... Bottling things up won't do any good... So, yar... I've had enough but it's still controllable...

K den... Gtg for now...

~cheerios