Been through alot lately... Now's the crucial time but still I'm blogging... Ouh well... Just getting my hands on the com and I miss blogging =P School's as per normal... Usual routine, homeworks, assignments and revision =/ Next tuesday is Social Studies N-level... This thursday's my O-level Prelim for MT... Unexpectedly, I get those results for my O-levels... Gonna retake... This time round, pushing myself to the limit... I wanna get an A for my MT... Though my inner ego was saying that ur scared and can't overcome ur fears... Haiz... Nvm... I told my malay teacher how I felt and she wants me to concentrate on doing well... That motivates me so, I'm not gonna let it stand my way =P
Still, I screwed up my prelims... Was getting worried right now but I'm doing my revision... So, I guess the bottomline is... Whatever it is, never let any obstacles get into your way just to discourage you... Yeah... So, give your best shot now... Know you can do it XD
Though sometimes I get a lil sidetracked about my surroundings, I can't help it... Just have to instill self-discipline, eh n_n Focus is to do well for N-levels this year...
Haiz... Why must his presence affect me when I'm used to his absence? Never thought it's gonna work again between us... However, it's like I'm about to give up in this... You go ur way and I go mine... What's the point being in a relationship when u dun even have time to spend with ur loved ones? Love needs sacrifice... Knowing it, thinking about it... It's all bull****... All those sweet nothings, sweet promises... It's just simply words... If love is a game, I guess I'm not ready for one... It's like a cycle happening over and over again... As for me, I'm like being someone I hate... When there's more than enough chances, y take advantage of it? Later on, one will get hurt... And the other party will continue doing so, while the other? Continue to forgive and forget... Haiz... Seriously saying... Love hurts... But still, it brings out the happiness... And now, frenz are my dear ones... I'm oready sick and tired playing this game... I wanna quit... Furthermore, I know they'll be the ones who stick with my thru thick n thin not someone like you... Sorry if it seems harsh but it's the fact... I can live without you... You're just WHATEVER and like those typical guys whom I knew, simply are JERKS... I'll treat u the way it is than... That'll show I won't depend too much on you =PSometimes the heart and the mind doesn't agree... The mind is ur thoughts whereas heart is what u felt... The brain controls the mind but I dun think it controls the heart... It's difficult to come to a decision making the right choice... But sooner or later... By making mistakes, one will learn from their mistakes and never repeat it again... Hmm... I guess this is all for today... Can't seem to blog much... Got lotsa things to settle in little time...
Gtg... Byeez
Signing Off
Haneesah