It all happened that day...
Can't remember the date n_n All I know was after malay lesson, shared umbrella with Syakura n Anisa... It's Syakura's umbrella and 3 ppl shared one... Furthermore, it's a heavy downpour :/ I had a great time playing and drenched into the skin without thinking of the consequences XD I felt ecstatic as it has been a long time since I last played in the rain... Hehe...
The next day, my body starts to feel hot... I mean the temperature... It's 38.9 degrees =/ FUH! I tried to have some rest but I kept on tossing and turning... Futhermore, I was lucky that the temperature increases after I had my geography lessons... The headache I had was unbearable... Besides the headache, I had to cope with the bad cough... Lucy for me too, this could drag on till weekends... I'd imagine if weekdays, I had to go sch... Surely can't make it... Even at home whenever I tried to stand up, I'd feel like I could fall... Ouh well... I guess it serves me right... Someone told me not to play in the rain but I didn't heed the advice ^-^
Hopefully I could get well soon... My dad told me I'm like an angel at home coz when I'm sick, I dun disturb my siblings n_n hehe... Besides that, I'm being a good girl at home coz most of the time, I'm resting... Doing nothing much... Despite having lots of homework being piled up, and lots of revision to go through, I dun have the motivation to do it... IT sucks... I know... Coz not being healthy bothers me and I can't get my full concentration on what I wanna revise... Seriously, I wanna do well for my N-levels and strive harder but the engine's not started... How could I find the motivation in me? I guess that's where self discipline comes about...
Someone's been quiet today
Or maybe we dun have much to say
I guess lots of things been in my head
Till it's not being said
Bottling things up
I'm sick...
Can't get well sooner
I'm weak
Can't hold on any longer
Sometimes it's like
Hating myself for getting into this mess
For worryting too much
I'm in a state of stress
To whom I should confess
I'd rather remain invisible
Than to be notice by others...
Ouh well... I guess it's all mentioned above... Just wait for the time when I'm gonna let it all out... Ouh yar... I watched congkak wif my bro n his fren... Had a great time coz he treat me for lunch/dinner n_n hehe... Iye la... belum lagi kerje beb! XD It's a great movie though... And yesterday was kinda scary too... The movie "hantu bangku kosong"... My dad kept on kicking me and scary-ing me... When most of the time, I'm massaging my head instead of covering my eyes =p
Hmm... K la... Guess i'll end here... gtg...
Haiz... I miss you so much =/Signing Off
Haneesah