Long time I didn't update my blog... Yeah... I know... Sry peeps who are reading but didn't tag =p I'm busy... Ouh well... who doesn't =.= Mid yrs just ended... And great! My results were FINE... Yeah... SUPER fine... 4 subjects, I get 50+... Malay i get A2... Art, I get 65... Flunk one subject... which is, Maths... grr... I guess I really really really need lots of practise... Mm hmm... Yeah... So, gonna work extra hard... Can't let this discourage me... The battle is not over... It just begun... So, get ready and be prepared!!! XD
I've let it all out... I brokedown... It all happened today... I just can't take it... Ouh well... Can't possibly state everything down here... But I'll state the major one... One which affect me badly till I can't stop thinking about it... Well, that friday... There's aesthetics day... Sec 3s n 4s were supposed to be in the hall... Before going there, I was told by my MT teacher to go to class for MT lesson... I'm fine with it... During the performance and all... I had a good time... But watching some boring video clips whis is lagging annoys me... So, when time to go, I stood up and made my way down the staircase at the hall... But didn't even managed to step forward, was being questioned by 2- 3 teachers...
And, the questions being asked, were the same... I can't take it and I flared up and started being rude to them... Hey! I have my patience limits okay... So, why ask me the same ques over and over again... The way I spoke in english difficult to understand eh? Haiz... Especially that *_____________* grr... can't mentioned that person's name down here... she pissed me off... Asking same questions over and over again... And than telling me off like "i dun like students walking up and down" hmm... Is that my business? I only stood up and walk off ONCE... Not like some others who were restless... Then, just coz I was rude... Telling to someone with a higher authority? And then now... I have to apologise... K den... I'll do it... Only that it took lots of courage saying sorry... Guess that's the hardest word to say... And to mean it sincerely... Seriously, thanks to that ^^ it ruined my day... I felt so down and I could cry any moment... Actually, I did... Should have just controlled my anger... Ouh well... What to do... It's my fault... Though I dun think that person deserve an apology =p
June holidays won't seem like holidays... Have to go back to sch... Art's gonna take most of my time... And I'm gonna struggle and do my best till the end... Hopefully, the effort put in is enough and I'll give my best shot for n levels... Just remember, have faith in yourself n_n hehe...
Still awake at this time... Time check, it's just 11.15p.m. but I'm still awake... Despite my eyes being heavy, I forced myself to stay awake... Even if I'm tossing and turning, I couldn't sleep... So, managed to think of something... Especially for _____ ^-^
Thoughts of youLingering in my mindWhen will we meet?At the end of time...Sitting here alone,Recalling those times we spentTreasured of my heart...Sorrow fills meIn all that I can see and feelTears which are dryI can't cry...It hutrsto miss you badlyWe never meet weeklyNot to say dailyWe kept smsingConversations were not prolongI smiled reading the textThe smile fadesIt hurts...Being in love with you...I sufferedI'm more deeply in loveDespite the sufferings...Even soAs days passedIt grows passionatelyBlossoms each dayAll I've got to sayI love you in every way ^-^Specially made for someone n_n one of the reasons what kept me awake... Hehe... susah seh nak tdo... Asyik teringatkan orang tu je... Ouh well... What to do... Thanks, dear... For all u've done *winkz*
K la... I'm outta words... Gtg...
Signing Off
Haneesah