Camp was fine... My group members was not those enthusiastic ppl... I was hoping that everything would end as soon as possible... Kinda stressful being the only gal NCO... Seriously... The 1st day of camp... I felt so stressful till I breakdown... How can I possibly handle them alone? When another guy NCO of my group went to help out for preparations of campfire?! With my condition, it just seems so hopeless... I was pissed off but at that time, nothing much I could do... They're innocent and I can't probably just vent my anger on them... And at that time, they are all in high spirits singing campfire songs... So, I regained my composure with those sympathetic expressions on their faces... I was close with one of my junior who was in sec 3... He did console me and told me not to cry... but then and again, he did tell me to just let it out by crying =.=
Ouh well... I soon forget about it and just enjoyed singing... Those campfire songs... The normal ones... Just pity sec 1s coz they dun really know much of the songs and the seniors were like enjoying themselves x_x
Some sir came along... His looks were like someone I know... And also look like one of my religious fren... But his hairstyle was a bit different... And, banyak2 nama, nama tu juga... Ouh well... Can't be that anti coz of a certain name...
Had a briefing... From that sir and his fren... When he told us about the flu, I sniffed loudly... And then I realised he was looking at my direction thru the corner of my eyes XD hehe... saje je buat muka selamba... Sec 4 nco's were paying close attention and I wasn't looking at them most of the time =p After that, had our wash up and went to sleep...
I had a hard time sleeping... Perhaps coz of the cough and flu... I tossed and turn, tossed and turn n I think at around 2+ gitu baru boleh tdo... Anisa was sleeping in the same bunk with me and both of us were the last 2 to sleep... we were singing together and telling each other stories... Soon, we get tired after all the conversations, we went to sleep... As for me, I stayed up awake... It just seems so difficult to sleep... When she was asleep, I was still awake, tossing and turning about... I began to close my eyes realising that I was too tired, I tried to sleep... But I could feel my body temperature was so hot and the headache I had was worse... I slept but I was awaken by the movement of someone... Anisa was looking at the watch and then she went back to sleep... I tried to get back to sleep but couldn't... I felt cold so, I lower down the volume of the fan...
I went back to sleep and was awaken by someone who shook my body... It was just 4+ and I lazily lie down... I felt like being a casualty for the whole day la... Tak terdaya betul... From where I get the strength from, I went to the washroom and buat ape yang patut... Went back to the bunk and polished my boots... Heard 3 blows of the whistle and fall in...
Had physical training and after dat, the sec 3s and 4s had a briefing... Regarding motivational thingy... My seat was at the front seh :/ and nak kene menghadap lecturer tu =.= Sat beside mervyn... From time to time, he was closing his eyes and his body began to sway front and back... I asked him whether he's fine and he told me he had headache... Ouh well... He was trying to pay attention... The sir who gave us the briefing was kinda funny... I wasn't laughing that much only grinning XD Then, sir bernard told us about his dog training... Sudah seperti anugerah DIA... MAcam paham je anjing tu bila disuruh duduk, dia akan patuh... CiptaanNYA... Subhanallah... I wonder how the dog could understand what was being told... Perhaps the saying "A dog is a man's best friend" is true after all n_n
Fall in after dat... Had breakfast... Just having bread spread with kaya... My juniors want it and I spread it for them... Being told that I'm a professional in spreading the kaya onto the bread =.= thank you XD That sir again went around snapping photos... I waved my hands when he was trying to take a pic of my frenz who was posing... He asked whether I would like to take one but no thanks =p I'm not gonna be miss popularity with my face appearing most in the camp XD I turned away when the camera's onto me... Just took a group photo and i'm posing holding the bread package in my hand... I kept running away from the camera...
And then we went to 2 stations... 1st one is fancy drills... One of my team mates sprained her ankle and i walked with her... She was running and twisted her ankle while going down the slope... Then, she stopped and groaned in pain... Helped her walk and then... Went back to the assemble area... Did some fancy drills and I had a tough time trying to spin the rifle... Kept on asking my buddy how to do it XD when being asked by that sir, I just grinned... Macam tau2 je I dun get it... Sir sham taught me and I got it! ^-^ Did the 21 steps of dancy drills and I was struggling... And as a result, kene diketawakan by the sir :/ I kept on trying till I finally got it...
Than, we moved on to other stations followed by lunch... Cooked maggie mee and shared with my buddy... I was close with him thourghout the camp and ade la seseorang ni salah sangka... He'll do whatever it takes just to snap a photo of me n him... We shared a mass tin together and asked my sis "asal duduk jauh2 dari kakak? Tak nak kacau kakak tengah dating eh?" Luckily my sis tak layan =p Upon hearing that, from the corner of my eyes, I could see a camera he was holding and trying to snap a photo of my junior and me eating together... I turned right and he turned left... I stood up not knowing where to go coz have to go anywhere with a buddy... "eh, abih merajuk" =.= ape je... Takde masa la... I turned and could see the camera was still lock on my direction... I went back and sit down...
It happened the second time... And I dunno how I look like in the pics x_x haiz... Takde kerje lain ambik gambar orang... Why must there be a misunderstanding... It's just closeness between senior and junior... Bukannye ade ape2 pun... Merepek seh... Kes dengki nye pasal, rase macam nak kenekan dia balik... So, I waited for the right time...
Hmm... Then, there's a relay and my group was last... It was expected la... Furthermore, I could not take it anymore... Was coughing, having flu and headache and even sorethroat at the same time... "Haneesah, are u okay?" >.< Ignored the sir who asked me that and did what I had to do... I bent my head down and stared at the ground... They thought I was crying and began to ask what happen... I nearly cried but soon regained my composure and just relax...
Dinner was great! Finally the food was not outdoor cooking food XD Served the juniors and some CIs... Had our own meal and followed by campfire... Despite me having sorethroat, I shouted like never before and while enjoying myself, I hurt myself :/ I was standing at this bench and then when I wanna sit at the bench, my knee there... The behind part of it, hit the chair and now, it's blue black... It hurts but still I have to endure so, no choice... Had fun during campfire coz my mood was high... And dalam banyak2 group yang kene perform, group 3 yang perform dulu =.= so, we gave our best shot and then done!
Campfire this time round was different as there's some bet going on and some kind of activity I can't mention here n_n But it was fun la! then we had a briefing and say our thoughts bout the camp... There's santary duty at around 2 a.m. Was late coz of the guys =p tak leh harap... LElaki kalau tak bangun lambat tak sah x_x ish3...
3rd day, I became a casualty... First time of my entire life during camp I was a casualty... During area cleaning, clean up the first aid post, the launch pad and another room which i forget n_n Was kinda pissed off coz just small things the person who check could sopt it... Padahal, it's not our rubbish =.= and expecting it to be clean? What's the point? It's gonna get dirty sooner or later n it's like wasting our effort to clean it... Haiz... Asal boleh kata je n tuduh la sesuka hati... Bukannye kita buat dosa atau fitnah... Orang tu kan... Yang tanpa usul periksa main kata je ikut sedap mulut... Ouh well... Sabar je la... Nak macam mana kan... Kadangkala, dah tak kuasa nak layan =p
Fall in and cleared the stoves and mass tin... Afterwhich, we went to A.V.A room and was lectured by our ma'am... Did a reflection form... My junior sec 2 and sec 3 sat on my right and left... She praised my handwriting saying that it's neat and nice ^-^ hehe... As usual... I wrote as much as I could... Then, the best group and campers were announced and we were dimissed... Took our valuables and left... Headed straight home... Had a bath and then had 6 hours of rest... Finally! I had enough sleep XD
K la... It's been a long post... I gtg...
Signing Off
Haneesah
