Seriously, I don't have time to blog these days... Everyday, my time will be filled with doing homeworks and stuff... Not complaining n bragging but just saying my thoughts out XD @ least it will keep me occupied =p And busy... SEc 4 life this year... It's just so fast... Time's gonna fly by... I'm in a different environment and different class... But still, I'm used to being enthusiastic in my studies... Dulu dari class 3A2 pe... Now I'm in 4C2... So, it's a big gap I know... Ouh well... Whatever it is, have to always be updated bout what's been happening n guess what?! I've been appointed to be
SECRETARY!!!! >.< haiyoo... Being sabotaged by some ppl... Ppl wants me to be vice chairperson but i didn't =p den, like not satisfied, they kept on sabo n sabo... Even teacher nods at my direction n wants me to be a secretary =.= haiyoo... I shook my head n I dun want the job but no choice :/ my name's on the whiteboard as secretary... And my closest fren became discipline head =p Doesn't suit her la... But today in class, I heard her shout in class... To quieten down the class which is very noisy =p And next to me is the vice chairperson... Haiyoo... I didn't sabo him to be one but the rest did... Dah nasib XD
This two ppl sitting next to me always makes my day... Never fail to brighten up my day... Though today, I'm suppose to be moody... Coz I'm having monday blues :/ But I've been laughing my hearts out la... Always joking n there's always laughter... Tak kene tangkap ngan cikgu pula tu... Gerek dok! I'm beginning to settle down... As long as kawan tersayang berada di sisi, I'll be fine n_n hehe... Doesn't mean I forget the rest of my frenz... Kekok juga... dah lain kelas n it feels somewhat different seeing unfamiliar faces :/ But still, we did spent time together...
But then n again... Sometimes I do look forward to school and sometimes I do not... entah la... Pelik juga :/ Perhaps I have to get use to it... Sec 4 n sec 5 is a graduating year n not much fun for us anymore... Just have to study hard n smart... I guess this year is all about time management... To do well, must plan time properly >.< gonna cope with 6 subjects once malay is down... Gonna get a good grade for malay... Surely, I wanna score for malay!!!! ^-^ and of coz I'm gonna work hard to achieve the grade I want...
I can't believe it... Seriously... When I reminsce about the past, still remembered those days I was in sec 1... How naughty I've been and still am till now =p And now, I'm oready in sec 4... How fast time flies... And so many experiences I've experienced... Taught me to become who I am now... Taught me bout life...
But then and again... I feel pressurised... By what some teachers said... Haiz... Perhaps I must not let it be a reason for me not to do well... Whatever it is, I'm gonna strive harder... And have to be self motivated... Can't always depend on others too much...
Anywaez... I dun care that much la... Hati ini memang seringkali disakiti... Tapi kepada siapa ku merayu dan mengadu, DIA juga yang mendengar dan mengetahui segala isi hatiku... Hadirmu memang disenangi ramai... Semakin jauh diriku pergi darimu, semakin dekat dirimu menghampiri diriku... tak sanggup nak lari tapi... Benarkah diri ini hanya boleh melihat dari jauh dan pendamkan segalanya jauh di lubuk hati ini? Tanpa menyuarakan apakah yang bermain di fikiranku? Biarkanlah diriku berkorban lagi... Demi untuk orang-orang yang tersayang... Pasti ade hikmah di sebalik yang terjadi...Hmm... K la... My eyes are getting heavy...
GTg... Byeez
Signing Off
Haneesah
