Today... I get to know my seat in class... Surrounded by guys n only 1 or 2 gals :/ Haiz... My seat is at the front row... Advantage is I could concentrate >.< yeah rite... As if... Sitting with those ppl next to me can concentrate =.= my frenz are dispersed... Seated very far away from me... When my seat has been allocated, I felt miserable... Why it's always the good behaved students sacrificed so much for those naughty ones? :/ It just doesn't seem fair... Even though my class parent apologise that she had no other choice than to arrange us seated in her opinion... It felt so difficult to accept where I'm seated... I dun even know whether I could concentrate but hopefully I could...

Someone who sat beside me before my change was seated told me"Jangan merajuk ah..." I was touched... The thought of not having that someone seating next to me scares me :/ The one who'll always brighten my day and never fails to make me laugh... With the kind of jokes though nonsense, it's still entertaining... Haiz... How can I not feel upset? When they're like the ones who motivate me to study n concentrate in class... Then now, I'll have to depend on myself... Tears were in my eyes but I manage to prevent it to flow... Even if I cried, my seat will still be the same... So, whatever it is, if I were to cry... Let it be silent tears...

"Nanti maths lesson kita duduk sama2 eh..." Hopefully boleh la... Coz it's maths lesson which makes me wanna pay attention =p It's them who makes me wanna concentrate... So, now it'll be different... Perhaps I shouldn't have asked Why... Probably the next term, when a new seating arrangement is located, hopefully I'll seat with them again... Sudah kuanggap dirimu sebagai adikku... Begitu mesra persahabatan kita... Bila bergurau senda, kadangkala seperti bergaduh... Tetapi cepat kita berbaik semula... Well, hopefully we could adapt to the new seating arrangement...

Last two days... The weekend I spend time at ECP... With my bro n his fren... And also went for a swim with my closest buddy =p Cycled from East Coast to Changi Village... Malam2 pula tu... HEard some noises but I ignored it... Sang some songs just to entertain myself XD

I dunno why... With his fren along... It feels like I shouldn't have tag along... can't get along well with her like how I get along with my bro's fren... Entah la... There's not much of getting to know her at all... It's just smiling like some retards =.= Pathetic... Dah besar panjang pun tak tau kayuh basikal =p Ataupun sengaje >.< macam mengada-ngada gitu... Whatever la eh... Hopefully, if I were to know ur coming along, awal2 tarik dulu... Tak yah nak tayangkan muka ni ^-^

I get to enjoy the cooling breeze but soon as it is time to head towards home... I sighed with relief... Finally, dah nak balik rumah... I was lethargic la... Imagine cycling 1 hours plus going to Changi Village n back to ECP... Bukannye selalu cycle... Kaki sakit dok :/ Luckily my bro called a cab n guess what?! In the cab, I slept! XD Dah ngantuk sangat... N even penat... Furthermore, I sat at the seat next to the driver... Apatah lagi, tdo la n_n

Reached home... Terus baring atas katil n terlena ^-^ ingatkan boleh terbangun at 9.30a.m. to get ready for religious class... But I woke up at 10.45a.m. It shows how tired I am x_x Alah... Pergi madrasah lambat pun tak kene marah pun... It's first day of MAdrasah... So, nothing much... Banyak bual2 je... And just catch up with my frenz bout what's been going on in their lives lately... Bid goodbyes and lessons gonna start the following week...

I was surprised... Tak pasal2 he sms... Macam nak layan, macam tak nak layan... But I did... Maybe dat time rase macam boring, so layankan je la... Lagipun, dah lama tak dengar khabar... And also, we joked about... Not much topic to talk about... It wasn't a long conversation but still... @ least it was something... And the day before... I was at ECP, senang benar air mataku mengalir... Mengenangkan dirinya... Yang tidak pernah luput dalam ingatanku... Berbanding dirimu, sebuah hubungan yang lebih bermakna daripada sebuah persahabatan... Mungkin kenangan terindah bersamamu begitu indah... And sometimes, his shadows seems to follow me around... Makes me reminsce about the past... when I'm feeling cold n trembling, he'll held me in his arms... And it just feels so safe and warm... I was blessed... And God makes me realise ur ture colours... It was nice knowing someone like you... Brighten my life... And changing it to complete sorrow... Thanks =))

Hmm... K la... It's been a long post... I have to start researching on my coursework...

GTg... Byeez

Signing Off
Haneesah