Yesterday, was a tough day... 18th dec 07... Went to sch to help paint the banner... The CI's was present too... The sec 1s, 2s and 3s were divided into their own respective groups... I help out with the banner... Memenatkan juga seh :/ ouh well... Nak cakap pasal penat, orang lain pun penat kan... so, tolak je perasaan penat tu ke tepi... I did took some pics but I'm lazy to update it here =p
Furthermore, yesterday I was fasting... And helping out with the banner really drained out the energy in me...
WAS IT WRONG FOR ME TO EVEN REST? SINCE MORNING I DIDN'T EAT OR DRINK ANYTHING... AND, FOR YOUR INFORMATION, THERE IS SOME PPL WHO DID NOT WENT FOR LUNCH AND CONTINUED TO DO THE BANNER... However, our efforts was not appreciated... Our skills are bad... No skills of excellence... How would one feel? With an empty stomach, do the banner... While even those who had lunch, can play a fool and didn't help out? MEmang menyakitkan hati... Haiz... It's so unfair la.. .Rehat sikit je... Terus dah kene bebel... Anywaez... Actually, it's not the 3 of us who did most of the banner job... The person who puts in the most effort is anisa :/ she did the words and the drawings... I'm not that expert doing it... And even if she did it, and it wasn't up to standard, how would one feel? Her work was not bwing appreciated... To add on, baru je paint sikit... Dah nak bangga diri? Perasaan dia sorang je ke nak kene ambik tahu n ambik kisah? PErasaan anisa macam mana? :/
Sabar je la... Nak macam mana kan... Kita orang bukannya ade kuase pun... Kalau ebrbual pun, ade ke orang nak dengar?
IT'S TRUE WE ARE LOSING RESPECT COZ WE DID NOT SHOW RESPECT...
IT HURTS... It's difficult to get one to listen without respect... Anywaez... When ppl were lecturing, it's not that we disrespect the person we dare not look at the person... It's coz of being
SHAMEFUL... Dun dare to look at the person in the eye... Ouh well... It just feels so hopeless and helpless... Dunno what to do... The power that's given to us, we had greater responsibilities and seriously, not everyone's prepared :/ haiz...
I went back home feeling exhausted n slept frm 8 plus till 11... Was awake after dat n felt fresh... Been so tired and I woke up damn late the next morning... Gi sekolah ingatkan nak settle benda NP tapi Mr Wong was not in sch... Instead, I help out with my two other frenz... Help out clear teacher's things... Went to the library with anisa n we chat, laughed, joked n teased each other... Some questions left unanswered... Not all questions has it's answers... Pelik betul...
I can't do anything kalau seseorang dah sukakan seseorang... Takde orang suruh dia sukakan seseorang tu... And that feeling... Once it's lost, it won't come back... Whatever it is, I'm prepared for this feeling thing... I have faith in god... I'll accept whatever comes my way... Hmm... K la... Tmr pun nak kene bangun awal... Gi solat eiduladha =.=
GTg... Byeez
Signing Off
Haneesah