







These pics are taken during civil defence course... Ppl get bandage n I'm with the sec 2's... Teng Hang was present too... Takde kerje eh... Ambik gambar ni semua... Sempat ambik gambar orang tu nye kasut... Dia nye socks koyak XD hehe... Tu pun dijadikan bahan ketawa... The guys in the pics ^^ are all sec 2s...
Haiyoo... Sekarang baru sempat nak update... Ouh well... These days also quite busy... Oops! It's DAMN busy ^-^ The past activities such as Civil Defence, Sana Course, First Aid course... Everything is NPCC activities la... @ least I had some experience oready =p n I know how to do CPR oready!!! =DD cheh... Abih bangga eh n_n eh eh... Mesti la... Selamatkan nyawa orang dok... Ouh well... That is during First Aid Course... A doc from NUS came to our sch n test us on our CPR... And I sure do pass my first aid course... Imagine 3 days staright of First Aid :/ And den dat time civil defence pun dah belajar sikit... boring juga tau... But luckily the instructors were fun... had a great time though...
Recently... Had my staff sergeant promotion test... Seriously saying, I didn't do well... In fact, I did worse :/ haiz... I'm not prepared... Seriously... I know myself la... I made the most mistakes n it's time I reflect upon myself... I'm not as good as them... I dun have the confidence in me... 2nd person to do Command n Control... I wasn't prepared... I dun even realise it's me going out... Shouting my lungs out though I know I wasn't loud enough... And I just forget almost everything in front of the squad... Dun even know what's wrong with me... Dun even know what's happening... It's only me myself to blame... I put up a brave front... One of my frenz cried... And I comfort her... I do know how she's feeling coz she's like me... Made mistakes all...
Nobody's perfect... Haiz... Dapat "berhenti" for MOI pun tergagap-gagap bila ajar dorang... Squad pun kecik... Ouh well... I went back home... Let everything out... Tears cascade down my cheeks... Feeling so hopeless... Feeling so down... Even if I could turn back time, I'll never do any better... Dah la... Bual pasal ni pun sakit hati x_x
Saturday,24th november 07
Attend this activity... Somewhere near my house... Help the police out... Give quiz to passer-bys... Those who pass by our booths... Ramai juga orang... Knew the police names... Sergeant Nadirah, Sergeant Tan Wei liang, Staff Sergeant Yusry n one more police... Didn't know his name... Sergeant Tan Wei Liang was damn friendly... Get along with him well... Sergeant Nadirah was okay2... Staff Sergeant Yusry was kinda quiet... Maybe, he's a reserved person... Same with the other one... the one I didn't know the name...
As long as I do have fun... Laughter n joy all the way... Even those I knew... came by... Ade chance ape lagi... Dorang jadi mangsa suruh fill up the quiz =p hehe... And then bila dah penat, beli ice cream... Sengaje kenekan budak lelaki... Makan depan dorang... Finally, it was a relieve to finish telling ppl to do the quiz... My sis fren nye mum talk to me asking me bout my sch... Den belek2 wajahku... Den tak pasal2 tanye ade bf =.= y these days... Ppl like dun believe if I dun have one... Anywaez... It's not a necessity to have one... Life's oready complete... I learn not to depend so much on others...
Ade jamuan sikit after everything ends... And I did shake hands with Mr Arthur Fong =p hehe... It was an honour la n_n Minum air fruit punch... Dah lama tak minum XD hehe... Den makan ayam... SEdap ^-^ headed back home... At midnight, was at Great World City... Watch the movie enchanting... It's nice... Very meaningful... And superb!!!! I LIKE... Macam nak tengok lagi... Tapi nak kene tengok budget la... Coz it's my bro treat us n_n hehe... tengok movie free... Mesti la best... It was a great day... But surprisingly... I dunno how my 20 bucks went gone :/ just like dat... Haiz...
Ade hikmahnye... Friday was a bad day for me... But Saturday n Sunday passed by oready... Welcome Monday! But I hate monday... Coz I'll be having blues :/ haiz... Nvm den... Maybe there's a good thing behind everything... Had a good weekend... I even got back my religious class results... Despite having camp, n not much time to study, I get 4th position =DD From 12th position during mid yr exams, terus gi 4th position for end yr exams... Insya allah I'm gonna strive harder next year... Ilmu iman tu semua... Takkan nak ketinggalan...
It's been a long post... And I learn so much these days... Cherishing loved ones as oweaz... They're the ones who brighten up my day... Thanks to my gurlfrenz!!!!
Haiz... Bila boleh gi ecp... I'm oready missing the view there :'[ been really busy... ouh well... hopefully i'll find the time to do so... Chill there... Perhaps have time to myself... And then let those moments i treasured filled me... recalled bout the past... having the greatest moments of my life... THANKS FOR EVERYTHING... You taught me so much... To love, to miss... Joy and laughter... Jokes... Tears... I learn so much... Once again... THANK YOU FOR BRIGHTENING UP MY LIFE ONCE =))
K la... I gtg... Byeez
Signing Off
Haneesah