Np training yesterday was a tough time... Haiz... Kene marah rabak giler dok... The sec 3s setakat 9 orang je datang... Starting je... Terus kene pumping... Ouh well... It's our fault basically... we know our standard was that low... The way we behave and being role models to the cadets wasn't a good example... Luckily the weather wasn't that hot n we weren't under the hot scorching sun... Enduring the position we are... My body was trembling... Even when doing the pumping, I think I could drop to the ground and faint at that time...
The whole training was basically lecturefrom the sirs and mam... Coz of our standard... It was disappointing... We know ourselves... And those sirs and mam were pissed off by us... So, we went into the np room and get more scoldings n lectures... Tears were in my ears... I bit my lip to control myself... To not cry... It's our fault... for not being prepared... At that point of time, I just felt so hopeless... Voices being raised at us... Then, there's so many questions unanswered... "Why? Why? Why?" haiz...
After training, there's some debrief from Mr Yap... He was happy coz of... And down there... I can't hold on anymore... Tears rolled down my cheeks... Feels so hopeless and helpless as an NCO... And can't even take up that role... Even mam said "Better dun be an NCO la... The standard you show is really low!" Ouh well... This day is finally over and it's a relief... We as NCO are gonna change for the better =p
Friday 26/10/07
On friday, there's no training so we decided to clean the np rm together... And count the logistics in the room... 1 day we could finish everything... That was fast! Coz everyone helped out... It was tiring but the efforts did pay off... Sir Mas Hafiz belanje makan kat Long John silver's =p hehe... THANKS FOR THE TREAT ^-^
My mum came down to school to meet Ms Choo... Ouh well... I didn't score any subjects coz everything is last minute work... What do u expect rite? Last minute revision won't help much but @ least I did pass... N didn't manage to go thru train but it's okay with me... Sec 4 year is gonna be hectic n I have to be prepared of what comes my way... Insya allah... I'll make it...
Friday, 26/10/07
Told that we could spent our class funds... And there's swensen voucher... So, we used that for 2 cakes... Dark forest n the ice cream cake =p besides this, for our class funds, we decided to buy pizza... 6 pans... We're gonna celebrate the end of friday during the 2nd last period XD besides this, it's someone's birthday! Faizal a.k.a. DATUK n_n hehe... Played NE GAME in the morning... Then, we skipped our AD period =p hehe... Stay in class... Den, during recess, we ate... After that, went back to class... I listened to Anisa's mp3... Lagu gerek! ^-^ hehe...
After that, the celebration starts... Bring along our bag with us n headed towards the canteen... At the canteen, 6 pan pizza's 4 large n 2 small I think were waiting for us... On top of this, there's 2 cakes which I mentioned above...
Sorry if the pics are blur... I was using my hp camera n only some pics were clear :/ After eating the pizza, as I bring plastic bag with me, time to sabo bdae boy! =p i filled the plastic bag with water n hit him at his back... I laughed my heart out! It was a success... Basah giler dok baju dia kat belakang n_n hehe... He wanted revenge but got no plastic bag... So, poor thing... anisa also filled the plastic bags but took awhile to throw him the water bomb... She told me she was scared...
I sat down at one of the benches... Faizal gi complain kat cikgu... Ish3... She came to me n say "Haneesah, very naughty eh..." "Cher, it's only one plastic bag... Dat time I got hit more worse la..." "Yeah... Dat time I more worse... I was thrown into the pond"
Faizal cabar anisa... Saying taht anisa was scared n did not dare to throw at him... But she did it... She throwed at him n hit his pants... But it wasn't as wet as how I threw mine =p hehe... But then... Something bad happened :/ the principal called me "girl! come here... Dun ever do that again ah! Go take a mop!" "okay..." Selambe je kene marah... Like as if nothing happened XD hehe... ape dah... Orang lain yang buat, orang lain yang kene :/ haiz...
Accompanied anisa to take a mop at the tiolet... Then, as quickly as possibly, mop the wet area... It's still wet when u mop it >.<>
All activities dah tulis kat atas... So, once again... THANKS FOR THE TREAT =))
GTg... Byeez...
Signing Off
Haneesah
