One word to describe everything that's happen "
STRESS" Today, I get back my chemistry n english comprehension test... I did badly... Next week, kene pergi remedial... Besides this, I also got back my geog test paper... Tu pun... Gone case... And my MT test paper pulak... I did pass... But it's not as satisfying... Haiz... @ least I did pass =p
Perhaps I've lost my concentration... And there's no motivation to continue to strive harder... What's happening lately turns me to a failure... Haiz...
Art... It's gonna be stressful n I dunno whether I'm prepared to take up the risk... Teacher lectured for almost one hour coz of our behaviour n attitude towards art... And I'm like the one of them she said... Though she said in general... I know I'm struggling... The thing now... I dun even have time for myself... Been busy with all kinds of activities and exams are just around the corner... First exam is next thursday... Time really flies...
And it's true... Time is evil... Girl... You better wake up ur ideas... Continue to strive hard... You know u can... Hard things are on ur way not to stop u but to call our ur courage n strength... Study smart... You know the effort u put in will reflect on ur exam results...
Wednesday n thursday... There's bio... And Mrs Chan wasn't present... Instead, one of the ex clementeen student relief us... I was sitting with rafiqah... As usual, we were those who totally slacked... Just copy down answers n dun bother to do any homework... Perhaps it's this attitude that pulls me down... And it doesn't feel like myself...
And dia tu macam cari pasal je... I put my book on the lap n a textbook on the table... I kept on looking down n he asked"Where's ur book?" I looked down... Didn't say anything... Rafiqah asked y i didn't put at the table... "Let him think that I didn't bring my book... Padahal bawa... Kasi paiseh sikit" XD hehe... Den. he asked "u all didn't do the homework eh? Or u dun understand how to do?" Rafiqah said "some we do what..." He went off... He taught some facts about plant nutrition... Den, he asked "the girls over there, u understand?" Hmm... Kalau tau, tak la terase... Coz my row, banyak juga perempuan lain... And dunno whether he was referring to us =p
It's time for a change... I can't be like this... Slacking like nobody's business... Pay attention in class n be a good girl... Do homeworks n the result will reflect *grinz* Exams are around the corner so, I have to stay focus n study :) Hopefully, I'll do fine...
GTg... Byeez...
Signing Off,
Haneesah