Ouh well... Since I've oready changed the blogskin, I can't insert the title... How pathetic that seems to be x_x haiz... Hmm... Let's get started... Today's event in the morning oready I was pissed off by someone... Lain orang yang kene marah... Lain orang yang dia terlibatkan... And that's what u call frenz? Podah maireh dah =p
Assembly... While reciting the pledge was a fun one... That person la... From scout... Si semut tu XD bukannye nak kata "The Pledge" dulu... He just said "We..." Semangat pula tu dia kata =p I was giggling... My frenz n the others were too... He got that paiseh look on his face but soon, regain his composure... That was a good start for my day... But after this... My mood changes...
Ms Choo said that there's this person la... Who dash across the road... Not only that person... Got 2 other person I think... Jaywalk x_x Den, Ms Choo saw them... Ms Choo than talked to the persons... And one of them blame me... I wasn't even with u guys at that time... Then, I too need to take the blame?! That person claimed that I also jaywalk before... I put up the innocent look n said that I'm innocent n tried to deny it... But that person kept on saying that I jaywalk before... What's the big deal? Hey... Hello... I'm still alive,okay! Yang korang pandai2 sangat follow my footsteps for what? Den, dun even realise ur own mistakes n push it to others... Izzit fair that way? I was annoyed n frustrated at that time... I was pissed off oready ah... Den, Ms Choo also told me not to do that anymore...
I know when to cross the road when there's no cars or when there's cars... Cuma kadang2 malas nak tunggunye pasal tu pasal just jaywalk... Rafiqah who was sitting beside me at the quadrangle was trying to calm me down but I just pulled a long face...
I've been putting up too long... I'm getting sick n tired of everything... Someone's been using me all this while... Come to me for help... Den, continue to hurt this feelings... Someone felt neglected? someone never experience that feeling before... Someone dunno how much it hurts all this while... What wrong did I do to u? Showing me that ur big rocks is to find a buddy... You've got one oready la... I'm beginning to feel the lost... But nvm... It's fine with me... I have to adapt n get use to it... God is with me... I just need to have the strength n courage to face everything... Everytime I tried to stand tall... But I began to fall... Maybe I shouldn't think too much bout this n just go along with the flow... It's just... Whoever I made frenz with, other frenz will surely question... Hey... I have my rights who I wanna friend... So, since I dun disturb anyone's friendship or interfere, please... Respect mine...
Lessons was a bore today... Nothing much exciting... Makes me feel like dozing off anytime... Luckily, I brought along a book with me... Entitled "Nobody's perfect"... It keeps me occupied... Books are like my best fren XD Found this poem which touches my heart...
Lullaby For Your Friend
When she's crying on ur shoulder
And u dunno what to say...
Just whisper softly in her ear
That everything will be okay...
When she says her heart is broken
And her sould feels so alone,
Just tell her that u love her,
Just tell her on the phone...
When u hear her breathe so gently
And see tears fall from her eyes,
Wipe them one by one away,
Tell her everybody cries...
And soon she will look up at u
And maybe start to smile,
And thank you just for being there
Through all the painful while...
And u'll look down in her golden eyes,
And know just what to say
That on u she can depend
And everything will be okay...
Rebecca Wolf
Sounds really meaningful... It really touches my heart when I read it n_n There's 2 tests tmr... English n Malay... Have to memorise some phrases for english... Hopefully, I could get it into my head... Can't get too stressed up... Have to stay calm n just relax n chill... Homeworks has been increasing these days... Almost everyday there's surely a homework... And I've been working on it... I have to set my mind on the homeworks... Though sometimes, there are things which bothers me... Hmm... Perhaps I should stop worrying n thinking too much... Just dun let it affect my studies... Concentrate well for studies n just go with the flow...
Oh god! I really need the strength n courage... to overcome these obstacles in life... As long as I could stay happy and know my loved ones won't let me down... I'll strive hard for this life... Insya allah...
K la... I gtg...
Byeez...
Signing Off
Haneesah