It's been quite a while since I've last updated my blog... Been really busy these days... Alot of assignmets, test n project x_x Was really a tight schedule... And I'm not that sure which one to concentrate on n to do first... Hmm... Let's see... There's chemistry, maths, bio, humanities test next week... Malay project due this friday... As for art, it's really taking up my time... though sometimes I do feel sick n tired of doing art all the time, I dun seem to have a choice... Haiz...
Today's lesson was kind of bored... Only that the 1st period was kind of fun... PE lesson... Played badminton... After that is bio... And I dun really pay attention that much n_n just copy down notes n the rest of the time, I simply just draw n draw n draw XD As rafiqah was sitting beside me, we did keep on talking n talking n talking ^-^ cikgu pun tak sadar yang she changed place x_x After bio was MT... Finished the test... Just left with doing kefahaman... Pass it up n den we dun really do much work after dat... Just our workbook... Recess... I accompanied someone coz she forget to do her art =p Anywaez... Thanks for the treat *grinz* Maths lesson... Teacher wasn't around so, I helped that someone with her art XD luckily it was finished... Then during art, I dunno y time flies so slow during art... Talked personally with Ms Mona n I was told to sketch out my coursework... And by this friday I have to get it out... Ouh my! I dun think I could take it... Haiz...
After sch... There's Np training... If I knew, I wouldn't have bring my half u seh... I have doubts bout it... Fall in wear PT kit... Den those in Admin like slack abit... Wnet into the Np room n just chit chat...
"Asal muka stone je? Eh, abang kau dah masuk balik ns,eh? Berapa ah gaji dia?" I nod my head n simply said I'm not sure... Emman was like laughing but the person who ask me was like scolding him... Iye la... Tak tau ape2 pasal NS den main ketawakan... That person said that when he go ns, surely he'll cry XD Entah la... I wanna say more bout my bro but then, I just shut my mouth... It's not necessary to tell anyway... We sat at one corner n enjoy ourselves... Planning for a cheer n there was some jokes made... But still, we did work out something after dat... There was teamwork n when we look at the sec 1s n 2s... They did have fun but not as much fun as us... So, we decided to teach them that cheer we learnt during our sec 2 camp... Ahmad took the lead... We just sing along n at least there's some fun part... Clap along n then... Take a break... Afterwhich there's campcraft... Dunno there's like a surprise... Kind of like an assessment... Haiz... I dun think I was ready... I simply just gave up la... The knots which I'm supposed to know... somehow, I did forget... Haiz... Simple knot also, just seems so difficult... Dunno what's wrong with me... Well, the uses of the knots... Just say as it is... correct or wrong dunno la...
And this is included in the promotion test... Oh my! At that time I guess I was kinda stressed up... Lots of things in my mind n I'm not sure which one to start on first... Den, sir christo came along... Telling those in group 2 to go for clementi swim watch this saturday... I asked what time it ends n I was told it's from 11 - 6... That was kinda long but then I was told he was joking so, I just shrugged it off... Got plans to go watch movie la =p menyibuk seh benda ni... Kalau tak pergi tak leh ke... Macam nak cabut gitu... Haiz...
Had physical training after dat... Makes someone paiseh seh... Everyone was like laying down on the ground in crutches position... When being told to recover, someone was like the only one lying down on the ground la... It's really embarassing for that someone la... Maybe that someone was thinking of something/someone too much... And didn't realise the surrounding very much... Pepole were concerned for that someone... While others simply laugh... Surely that someone laugh along too... Just to hide the embarrassment...
Physical training was like...
DON'T YOU KNOW?! EXPECTING US TO ENDURE, ENDURE N ENDURE... IT'S MORE LIKE TORTURING LA! AND U SAID IT'S ENDURE????!!!!!! JUST SO HEARTLESS... LUCKILY I DIDN'T FAINT AT THAT SPOT LA... I WAS ALREADY ENDURING WITH THE HEADACHE I HAD... THE PAIN IS JUST TOO MUCH... HAIZ...I was looking forward to bersurai... Just wanna go back home n have some rest... But then, still need to do the cheer... So, we did that cheer that was taught to the sec 1s... After that, the sec 3's stay back... Had some briefing... Kene rabak juga...
"almost all of you... Dunno the 5 basic knots... and a simple lashing... You can't even do that... How are u supposed to teach ur juniors? The sec 1s? Promotion test is in september n it's gonna be harder... " well, it's our weakness in there... We can't be perfect... Though we are supposed to, we still make mistakes... Dunno y I felt realy disheartened by the words above... Just feel so hopeless n helpless... If it's like this, better off not be an NCO... And it's really stressful... Our art project is also due in September... And september... Ppl will be fasting...
Ouh well... It's really gonna get busy soon... I dun seem to have a choice... Like it or not, I have to be prepared... Haiz...
The only good thing was I scored 14.5/15 for my POA test... Hopefully, it'll stay consistant this way... Just have to do well for exams... Hopefully I could...
Oh god! Please give me the strength n courage to hold on... I need your guidance... Please guide me to the right path... Haiz... Everytime I tried to stand, it seems easy for me to fall... To whom shall I lean on if not GOD? Hmm... K la...
Gtg... These days have been better not said... The pain is just too much...
Signing Off,
Haneesah