Today was a long day... But overall it was fine n it really touches my heart *winkz* Need to fall in by 7.15a.m. I had my breakfast before going out =p And I was out of the house at about 6.25a.m. Met my frenz, Hidayah, Anisa n Safirah at the commonwealth MRT station... Went to school 2 gether... went to the canteen and meet up with the rest... Chit Chat for a while n fall in after dat...

Safirah n See Yuan took PT... And it was quite well done... Coz it was 1st time and though their instructions are not clear, it is still understood x_x Can't expect that 1st time do PT surely must be perfect,rite? I dun think I could do as good as them ah... If I were to stand in front of everyone n have all eyes fixed on me... I'll definitely go blank =p hehe... The only thing... Which I made a fool of myself... I nearly tripped and fell n_n Anisa was behind me... And there's some sec 2s n 3s who saw... I guess... That time, we were jogging for a few rounds in school... dunno I kinda tripped onto something n nearly fell down but I didn't =p there was some giggles which I heard but I just continued...

there was a time when we were told to lie down n close our eyes... Someone filled my thoughts... As I closed my eyes... That someone's face kept on appearing... When we are told to open our eyes, his face vanished >.< haiz... That someone is always in my mind these days... I guess I'm too worried or just thinking too much XD wait... that seems to be like the same meaning... Nvm n_n hehe...

There's so many things that happened... There's some briefings and we need to change to proper attire... Like from pt kit to half u... Den, half u back to pt kit n than change to full u... Leceh seh... But what to do... There's no choice... Briefing bout sec 3 NCO thingy... It was very informal... There wasn't much jokes made... Just some expectations and many more things which I dun bother to write it down here XD hehe... Hmm... Den, played some game... I was the 1st one to be chosen... Everyone of us were to draw out numbers using our fingers... Sir Bernard counted and then count the numbers and pointing at us... It end on me so, I need to be the IC for sec 1s... Yan Ni was the 2nd one to be called... She took the sec 2 squad... Den, khadijah... She took the sec 3s...

I whined... Moaned and groaned... Y must it be me to take the sec 1s? Ouh well... I'm left with no choice... Had training and combined with the sec 1s and 2s... Practised some drills... Den, finally... Had lunch... I thought of not eating... I dun have the mood... It's outdoor cooking and it's like... Gonna be so... Eating maggi... I did manage to light up the solid fuel in a few moments... They boiled the hotdog... I didn't take mine coz I oready ate 3 hotdogs in the morning... Yan Ni, Anisa, Safirah n I was sharing our foods... Yan Ni dun want the maggi so 3 of us eat her share... She only eat hot dog... I know it's not gonna be delicious... I looked at this table and say a can which is Chicken curry... Ape lagi... Rezeki dah depan mata... Ambil je la... Mesti sedap nye kalau masukkan dalam maggi... Ade chicken curry ni... Cukup untuk membuka seleraku =p Thanks to sir bernard for helping us opening the can =)

Cooked the maggi n Anisa and Safirah ate it... At first, I just looked at them... Den, bila dorang dah macam syiok sangat makan... I ate with them... Makan pun kecoh juga dok... Ade2 je... Safirah dun like hot dog n we tease her bout it... Using matches to light up the solid fuel take some time... I was patient n keep on trying but anisa n safirah yang macam kecoh2... When I wanna try, dorang pun nak cuba x_x tak ke kecoh >.< color="#cc0000" size="4">LOVE it... Just feel so tempting to like open up a few more packets and cook again... But... Soon to realise that we are full, we stopped... If we were to cook, mesti tak leh habis n it'll be a waste...

Cleared up our place after finished our delicious meal =p den, I sat beside the guys... See yuan n I was just having some conversation... Which didn't last very long... Den, I went off... Sat alone... Lost in my own thoughts... and that was when that someone fills my thoughts... Haiz... I just can't get you out of my mind... Even if there's ppl walking in front of me, I kept on staring at where I was lost at my own thoughts... They were looking at me but then they looked away... Den, Anisa surprised me... She was like play hitting on me n like kinda massage my shoulders there but in a very rough manner... She teased me n den... Safirah came... I was kinda frustrated n annoyed by this duo... Tak leh tengok orang termenung sikit... Ade2 je yang nak usik... I want some peaceful moment but each time I was trying to get it, they are always there to like dun make me feel peaceful... Haiz... Anywaez... I can't get angry with them coz they did entertain me n I feel happy despite the teasing... Weird... Well, u guys are a great companion though irritating =p hehe... Fall in after dat... Changed to half u...

Had another briefing... By Sir wei Xiong... This time round... It really was a fun one... took down notes and the way sir Wei Xiong said "satu" was really cool man n_n hehe... He had his accent n it sounded kinda funny... Had a good laugh at that... Everyone was bursting into laughter even me *grinz* Den, there's some errors in his powerpoint slides n we pointed it out... We laughed n roared into peals of laughter... Sir Wei Xiong was like paiseh oready as he was blushing... Den, my squadmates did some demonstration... I tried not to laugh but I couldn't... coz they made some funny actions n I couldn't help myself from laughing... It's not good to laugh at ppl coz I know how it feels like... Ouh well... After Sir Wei Xiong's briefing, sir Kiwi talked to us...

After dat, we changed to our full u n get ready for passing out parade... Oh my! The weather was damn hot n I needed to take the sec 1 squad?! I didn't have the strength n loud voice to shout so, I just say my own way... Accidentally, I asked the sec 1's whether they are feeling well or not... I know its a good thing to ask but I made it a mistake coz they ke kanan lurus oready when I ask n_n hehe... sir Bernard pun tegur XD hmm... Den, we had the actual one... This year... The NCO's are treated fairly... And there's 2 different groups... Field n Admin... I'm in the Admin post... The sec 3s... Have their own posting... I'm in the same posting with Anisa, Safirah n Asila... Yay! I LIKE!!!! =) My name was called out last... Den, tak pasal2 ade la sir tu... Terpanggil "Nur Anisa..." siape seh... Luckily anisa n me didn't shout "yes sir"... Kalau tak, paiseh dok... Sir tu yang paiseh coz dia minta maaf =p hehe... Ape je... When Anisa's name was being called "Anisa Bte Abbas" baru dia sahut *grinz*

Had some sharing sessions with our seniors... They came in bringing plastic bags filled with godknowswhatthingisinside... XD Cuba buat muka selamba... I asked the person who sat facing me who was my twin [erzawati] whether the things inside are all for me... They say I'm not ashamed... Alamak! Nak buat muka selamba tak menjadi dok... Coz Anisa who was sitting beside me on my left n asila who was sitting beside me on my right was like teasing me n saying the same things my twin said... Then, my face turned red... Macam udang terbakar seh ^-^ hehe... Dah paiseh n malu la katakan...

Anywaez, luckily I did regain my composure... They told us their experience n it did touch my heart... Even those who are telling each other what they feel, cried... I even feel like crying... Tears did sprang into my eyes but It didn't rolled down my cheeks... It really was touching and could even make ppl cry... the sec 4s did share their part n when sir ask for sec 3's... Mula2 takde orang yang nak kata ape2... So, I made my short speech ad dat time too... I was like gagap-gagap bila nak cakap coz it's really a frightening feeling... Everyone's eyes was like on me as I was saying the speech... i made it a short one saying words of thanks n how much I'm gonna miss those NCO's who took my squad... Coz when they took my squad, there's always jokes n laughter n it did entertain us... Especially Erzawati... Aww man n_n I'm gonna miss my twin... She's like my sis ^-^ hehe...

They clapped when I ended and I felt relieved as I say out what I've been keeping... So that I dun have any regrets... Asila, who was sitting beside me was crying... Aww man... I didn't mean to make her cry but she just bent down her head... I feel guilty for making her cry... I guess she's too touched by what I just said... I wiped away her tears... Just feel like comforting her but in front of too many ppl... I dun dare... Just feel like letting her cry on my shoulder but she tried to regin my composure as I could see her expression *winkz* My twin told me to tell my squadmates to see her after everything...

Took pictures with them... aww man n_n I was sitting beside my twin in the picture... I dunno how I look like la... Hopefully, I dun have that idiot kind of look n have the cute look =p hehe... Puji diri sendiri XD After taking pictures, they distributed some small tokens n gifts to us... They are really nice and sweet bunch of NCO's... Den... when she gave my gift, I gave her a hug... Saying thanks... I dunno what word is better than that... I'm just speechless into saying any other thing... Took pic with my twin... We embraced each other... She said thanks for everything... I dunno what else to say... I said thanks too... And add with... "I'm gonna miss you..." She said "I'm gonna miss u too..." ^-^ Aww man... Isn't dat sweet =p hehe... We let go n said byes... I changed to my quater u n headed back home...

Here I am... Blogging bout what happened today...

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!!! YOU GUYS ARE REALLY A GOOD MODEL TO US...

rest assured, we'll do our best n follow ur footsteps *winkz*

K la... I gtg... Post long enough...

Byeez...

Signing Off,
Haneesah