Today's day was good... Despite the starting of the day was very slow n I'm easily bored... Breakfast was at 9 plus... And had prata, egg n bread =p hehe... One more thing I forget n_n Had milo too *grinz* Cleared up after dat...
Nothing much exciting went on after dat... Was really rotting at home doing nothing much ^-^ I didn't even go for my religious class coz there's no religious class today... Luckily, I did message my fren n ask her whether she's going to the religious class... And she told me there's no religious class XD hehe... Good thing la... I dun feel like or looked forward to go to religious class... Lots of things had been in my mind recently... I dun even know how n when to start my assignments n when could I study...
Lunch was a good one... Had nasi briyani... And I was full... After dat, helped my bro who's going to reservice... Helped him polish his boots... Ouh well... It didn't look as shiny as my boots =p hehe... Coz its a new pair of boots n polishing 1st time... Surely, it can't shine like my boot which is oready seasoned =p Well, as long as I did polish it n as long as it did shine... It's okay oready... I polished the right boot and my sis help polish the left boot... It was really rushing la... coz have to be out of the house by 3.45... But den... Need to polish the boot... Den, need to get ready... Was oready late when we get out of the house... By 4 then we went out of the house...
Sent my bro to pasir ris... Told him to take care... Till den, he went out of the car n my sis n I waved at him n said our byes... Ingatkan nak solat asar kat Masjid Al-Istighfar... But there's so many cars... So, my father suggested that we go to Pasir ris park... It's fine with me since we hardly go there except a few years back XD there was alot of people there... Biase la... Weekend katakan... The air there was fresh... But the view was not as nice as at East Coast park =p The place was like small... Ouh well... It's an okay place la... While I was walking in silence... Someone filled my thoughts... Then, there's someone who looked like the person who filled my thoughts... These days... It's been really difficult for me to get that person out of my head...
Maybe I miss that person too much... Or maybe I think so much... Entah la... I'm not sure myself... Sometimes I did ask myself did I fall in love? But nah... I dun think so... I'm actually confused... Ouh well... Nvm...
At pasir ris park... My father, sis n I sat down at this bench... And began to talk about some ships... Some geography stuff la... Like the wind direction... and weathers... IT's all common sense la... Den, there's this big ship... MSC... My father did tell me what it is but I forget it now n_n instead, I make a new one... Done by me... Cheh XD hehe... It's "Momok Suka Coli" ^-^ wakakakakakkakka... Breathe in the fresh air... Was really peaceful... The sea was calm... But I dun think its as calm as my heart... Just some conversation and den we went off... Went to the mosque... Masjid Al-Istighfar... Had my prayers...
Seek helpness... Guidance... And blessing from God... HE knows everything... And I surrendered myself to HIM... I'm just weak... It's not that I'm being pessimist... It's my mindset... I'm not that strong to face any challenges... I even dunno when I could overcome my fears... Maybe I did depend on someone too much... That person is always there... To share my happiness n sorrow... Then and again... I could tell the person anything... Peliknye perasaan ini... Ok la... Since I oready surrendered myself to HIM, everything is in HIS hands... I can't change my fate... Just have to be patient and accept what's my fate n destiny...
After my prayers, my father went to fetch my mum by car... Fetch my mum at her workplace... Den, we went to my sedara nye anaknye birthday party =p hehe... Reached there n take turn to have our prayers... After dat... I feel that my stomach's growling n grumbling... Maybe it's time for it to be filled XD
FOOD?!!! HEre I come ^-^ I ate 4 nuggets, 2 chicken drumstick, 2 samosas n 2 curry puffs... Drank coffee... Lastly, ate 2 slices of cake... Mak engkau! Satu tak cukup eh XD hehe... Well, I didn't eat it alone okay! I ate it with my sis... Share the slice 2gether =p hehe...
My grandma told my mum that she saw this couple while walking hold hands... She thought that the gal who was holding this guys hand was me >.< Definitely not me! =p I went to the kitchen when my grandma was alone... I asked her what makes her think that it's me... She say she thought it was me but turn out to be wrong person... Then, laughed... I giggled... Then I told her... If I were to go out with any guys... I didn't hold their hands... Coz it's like... You dunno how to walk... Alahai... Jalan pun kene pimpin tangan... Tak tau jalan ke... Takut jatuh? Ish3... My grandma laughed... She even agree with what I said... She said "Iye la... Macam orang bodoh gitu... Tak tau jalan... Jalan pun kene pimpin tangan" XD wakakaka...
I heard my father said that we all have to make a move... But then he ate a slice of cake... So, I took the opportunity to have my nite prayers =p hehe... My younger bro smsed n said he forget to bring home keys... So, we have to go back home... After my prayers, we made a move... Was watching shrek 2 for a moment... But then... No choice... So, we salam the women n gals... They guys salam the man n guys =.= I salam my grandma... And hugged her... She told me that if I wanna follow visit my great grandma, who was her mum, just inform her n we can go together *winkz*
Headed back home... Thanks everyone... Even if there's not much joy... I feel at least its quite menghiburkan hati... I did have a good time n life's getting better n better... Syukur alhamdulillah :)
But still... There's some emptiness... I dunno la... Though there's frenz around me... Hmm... I guess I have to just bear with it... Hopefully I could... since now, I'm only hoping for GOD's love... I dun wanna be disappointed anymore... Hmm... K la... I gtg...
There's school tmr...
Byeez...
Signing Off,
Haneesah
