Haiz... Today was a long day for me n some art students... Who are my frenz... They even have cca today... Lucky me... I didn't have any today... Just got art... And den go for lessons for humanities... Hmm... My mum went to school... to talk to Ms Choo n get my report book... I didn't do that well... And I didn't do badly either... Coz my resluts was just okay2... Comparing with my 1st term result, I realised I slacked alot... N I mean
ALOT... Like for example humanities... First term, I get 60+... Then, CA1... I failed badly... Haiz... Ouh well... Humanities is a difficult subject... And I dun really have interest in it... So, I just do what I can do XD hehe...
I was quite impressed with what the remarks that my class parent gave =p hehe... Biase la... Budak baik katakan n_n And I'm in the top 20... Can't be quite happy... Gotta work real hard for end of year exams *grinz*
What I know for sure... I'm gonna buck up! I really have to... Can't continue being the shy n quiet gal I used to n_n am I shy n quiet? ^-^ hehe... Well, I have to ask teachers n frenz for some help for my studies... there's many things to be done during this june holidays... I could only have my break during weekends... Ouh well... Better than I dun have any break at all *winkz*
Really stressful man... Even if its holidays... So many projects and homeworks... Social Studies, Character education project... Bio homework... Chemistry homework... Study n revise all subjects... Malay project... Art project... Wow?! That's like... Hmm... time management... I have to plan my time well... But sometimes when ur too busy... You are just too engrossed in spending some time urself... And I do need to spend time myself... I wanna get some fresh air n have a peaceful mind...
I've had enough of this life... Sometimes I felt no strength to move on... But I know there's still my loved ones who kept me going... And I'm thankful for that... Sometimes, I wanna gave up life but it's really pathetic... Thanks for everything that u've done... Breaking this heart... I guess I've learnt to let go... It's still bleeding n it always will... You've changed me... Thanks for that... I believe that nowadays... Guys are JERKS... so, I should stay away from them n wanna be anti-guys =p I'm oready sick n tired of all that nonsense... The hypocrite side of you... Luckily n fortunately... I didn't give in to u too much... Though that temptation is there... I managed to control it... Syukur alhamdulillah... I'm gonna concentrate on my studies fully n just life live to its fullest... Life has to go on and dun live with regrets... I'm gonna spend more time with my loved ones coz they are the ones who could accept me for who I am... Thanks guys! =) You rule my life... If u guys weren't around, I dunno what I'll do *winkz*
Hmm... K la...
GTg... Byeez...
Signing Off,
Haneesah