Haiz... Today is like a bad day... Oops! It's not like... It is a bad day XD ouh well... Ms Choo wasn't present n during TPI, dat teacher whom the whole class hated sooo much came to our class... *shook head* Ish3... He was our chemistry teacher n was UNTRAINED?! As usual, my class always disrespect him... We took our own sweet time to greet him n he always has to shout at us coz we were making alot of noise... Not everyone greet him... I believe that if my classmates were to greet him, we are not sincere =p hehe... We just sat down without being told n for that, we get scolded... "I didn't give u permission to sit down,right?! Stand up!" x_x I was irritated n annoyed... I said "It's our butt that control us whether we wanna sit or not... You can't control our butt... " =.= hehe... Ouh well... I dun think he heard me coz I was standing at the back of the class... Beside Rafiqah...

But then, a few moments later, we sat down... Rafiqah n I got nothing better to do... So, guess what? I miss called my frenz =p wakaka... Takde kerje cari kerje >.<>idiotic teacher just stare at each and everyone of us... He don't let us go for recess coz we're just simply making so much noise... We were quiet for a few moments n as the clock ticks by... He just stood there... Looking like some... N there's only 5 minutes of recess la?! What the d****???!!!!! Nak kasi orang mati kepe? Oh god! Just feel like wanna go out of the class door n bang the door... Let the whole class suffer just because we made some noise... It's natural for us to make nioses what! =p u were like the extra one standing there like some kind of... Grinning from ear to ear for no reason... I dun feel like I wanna go canteen... Only 5 minutes of recess...

GET IT IN YOUR HEAD LA!!! Whole class hated YOU =p That's why we are not respecting you at all... Dah la cikgu UNTRAINED... Nak melebih konon... Ms Choo pun lagi bagus dari KAU... It was like a torture man to see his face... Can he like go away from our school? And replace him with someone more EXPERIENCE?! Haiz...

There's only bio n english lesson today... During english lesson, Rafiqah n I did about this reading aloud passage... We read the passage to each other... Then, we describe bout the picture given... After dat, we answered some questions... Based on the question about the conversation... It was quite hilarious... Rafiqah was the one laughing non stop n I found it hard not to laugh along with her... Anywaez... Jokes are meant to make someone laugh *grinz* We were too engrossed in not being serious n went the bell went off for the next lesson, we just realised that we haven't do the picture discussion... We need to write down what we thought of when seeing the picture... I panicked... We took some time n Rafiqah wrote down on a piece of a fulscap paper... We thought no need to write it down just do the discussion... But my english teacher suddenly announced to pass up our scripts to Wei Lun...

Ape lagi... Kelam-kabut la buat n_n hehe... We were concentrating while doing it... Rafiqah wrote down what we have just discussed before... I gave some of my ideas n she did the rest... When it's done, we passed up to Wei Lun... It was done! Finally *grinz*

Last period... Did some spring cleaning... And... It was that teacher who came back again... Since Ms Choo is not around... We cleaned the class... Received alot of orders from him... If Ms Choo was around, she'd guide us better la... And then I began to realise that I miss Ms Choo *sobz* I was hoping silently that Ms Choo could come to our class... And then... Just as the bell went off... We thought we could be dismissed... But then, he told us that if we kept quiet for 3 minutes, he'll let us go! His three minutes like 3 hours ah... So long XD Everyone was restless n we are being rude to him... My classmates n I even grumbled... While waiting, Ms Choo came... Most of the gals shouted "Ms Choo!!!" they rushed to her n told her what happen... that teacher just stood from far n staring at those who told Ms Choo... He got this expression... Which looks jealous coz Ms Choo was given the attention...

THANKS TO MISS CHOO... She dismissed us... All of us went to the canteen to grab some food... I bought some too n had my so called lunch... then, off we went to computer lab 1 for our National Education social studies game... Playing this game also causes stress... There's about 6-7 missions n I'm oraedy stuck at mission 3... Oh god?! It was really stressful ah... And the mouse was lag... Everything was slow... Haiz... I totally felt like giving up n I did... I saved the game n headed back home... Suffered alot this day... That teacher who treat us the way like dat... It was our fault but can't he like give in? Haiz... Den, this game... I can't even di it well n failed the mission... It's only a game n I failed... Ouh well... I guess there's no big deal bout it but I guess it could help for social studies...

Recieved an sms... It wasn't a long conversation... I dunno whether ur really hurt by what I said... coz the way u said was like sincere n not sincere... And I just felt so guilty... My heart longed for ur love... But at the same time... I'm scared... That some unexpected things could happen... Even if I did have frenz or someone close to me, there's still this emptiness n loneliness... I tried to denied it... I surrendered myself to God... But then... You came n my mind's been thinking about u all the time... I wanna forget you... But it's impossible... I'm feeling weak rite now... Just feel like I needed someone to talk to... But I dun think anyone will ever understand... Haiz... I'll cry alone in the dark then...

Pirates of the Carribean At world's end open in cinemas today... Hopefully I could watch it :)

Hmm... K la... I gtg...

Byeez...

Signing Off,
Haneesah