Exam's finished long time ago... And I dun really have the time to update my blog though exams are over =.= Ouh well... Nothing really exciting happen in school... It's all the same thing everyday... The guys are making jokes all that n I did enjoy it... Though it may seem not funny, I laughed... Sometimes, I just can't stop laughing n when I look around my class... My classmates was obidiently paying attention except me coz I'm the only one laughing n_n hehe...

I only failed one subject which was humanities... The rest all I did pass but it's all like borderline... Except to to three subject... I scored 60+ Ouh well... I'm gonna buck up n do well for my end of year exams... It's more topics tested n more hard work to be done... I dun think I'll could enjoy like I always did... More studying now... Hopefully, I won't get easily bored... Some thoughts like always studying and needed a break... I've gotta concentrate fully in my studies...

I dunno what to do... I just needed someone to turn to talk about something... I know I'm not supposed to share but it's been a burden to keep everything inside... It's really hurting... The pain just won't go away... You said that ur not my soulmate but then... You asked me whether there's still US or not... How do I know? And how can I answer when I dun even have an answer... You are always asking me... How bout u? How do u truly feel? I dun wanna be the only one to feel that way... It's not gonna work if u dun feel the same way... Oh god?! I really need ur guidance... I dunno whether to carry on with this... I dun wanna think much bout it either... I dun wanna hurt anyone's feelings... But then... I dunno y I dun care that much... I've surrendered myself to god so, whatever may happen, let it happen... I'm used to it... I'm the one who feel the pain... Heartbroken as usual... Haiz... Someone please help me...

These days... I'm gonna be very busy... With NP activities... I dun even have time for myself... Social Studies... Ne games coming right up... And june holidays... The first three weeks, I'm gonna be busy with some art thingy that needs to be done for the first three weeks... N NP activities at Headquaters... June holidays like not june holidays... I JUST MISS MY LOWER SECONDARY LIFE!!!!! :( *sobz* Upper sec life was like... Every moment, is precious n u have to study... Time management is really important... That's what I began to realise... And then... The phase... When teacher teach... It wasn't fast actually... Perhaps it's me who was slow in catching up what they thought ^-^ hehe... Ouh well... I shan't keep quiet for long...

Have to approach teachers if I dun understand certain topics... Mm hmm.... so, For the rest of this month, study hart n smart... And also, dun forget to play hard *grinz*

I thought it's over between me and u? You still have the cheek to sms me all that... Then, u were like impatient to do anything... Like wanting to get rid of me... Thanks for all that... It's fine with me... Just dun forget that I'm getting use to it... I have GOD in my heart... So, I guess between u n me... It dosen't really matter... I also have my religious frenz... =p As long as I feel the love between me n GOD, I'll just live... For the sake of him...

Hmm... K la... I gtg... I haven't completed my art assignment ^-^ hehe...

byeez...

Signing Off,
Haneesah