Today, in the morning, I wake up early in the morning... At about 4 plus I was oready awake... I haven't yet polish my boots... So, I took the opporunity to polish my boots... Hmm... Den, I get ready n my father sent to me by car to go to safirah's house... Reached safirah's house n helped carry the stuffs... After dat, took taxi n reahed school... Set up the stall... Anisa, safirah n me changed to our full uniform n fall in together... Took attendance... Den, sir confirmed bout who's in GOH contigent... My name was called out first in the list... Withdrew arms from the ncc room n then fall in... Den, we marched here n dere... A few moments later, I was told to fall out... Told to take out my lenyard n joined the supporting contigent... Haiz... KATA DAH CONFIRM... ABIH, IT'S LIKE BEING HYPOCRITE N LIAR... Maybe it was my drills which sucks... But I thought someone said that SEC 3 DRILLS ARE BETTER THAN THE SEC 4'S? MEREPEK SAK...

u took me out from the GOH contigent... Like I've got no feelings... Then, those who ponteng training for no reasons, u select them... How fair is that? Those who went for the trainings are not selected... Then, u select all guys for sec 3's... Gender descrimination ke? Or maybe becoz the gals are short n guys are taller? So, when combining with the NCC's, it won't look that good? If like dat, better I no need come training... Haiz...

I was trying my best not to let this tears flow down my face... But as I prayed to god, it gets tougher n tougher... I tried to relax n not think bout it... But it seems to be so difficult... I did cry... thanks to that sir... I'm glad that there's this lady offered me a tissue... She asked me whether I'm okay or not... I nodded my head n said that "there's dust went into my eyes..." Just to cover up... Thanks to anisa n hidayah for comforting me... At least there's someone who cared... Even kak Erzawati cared... But after dat, I stright go to the toilet at block d... 3rd floor toilet... As I was panting, I felt pressured coz lots of thoughts are in my mind... Den I regained my composure...

The parade was fine... Den, they said they wanna take picture... They were like wasting time... And I dun have the mood to take any dumb pictures... Haiz... So, instead... I went to my food stall... Being with my frenz there are better...


hmm... Helped out for a while at the food stall after I changed to my carnival t-shirt n into my quater uniform... At first, it was busy... Den, teacher n one student asked me bout one particular thing at the same time... Who am I suppose to answer first? I looked at the time... IT wasn't my duty so, I walked off... with anisa n her siblings... Bought some food n drinks... Then, it's our turn to take over the stall... Business wasn't that good... I was too tired to stand up n sell... But at least I did sell a few... My duty was from 12-2... A few teachers was dunked inside the dunk machine...


Listen to the lucky draw n was disappointed when my number was not called... Went to the haunted house under the stage of the hall... My brother was with me so, I keep on pulling him... There's ppl trying to grab our legs... But I managed to walked swiftly... We did came to a dead end n I kept on grabbing n pulling my bro's hand... Was kinda scarry but I didn't shout =p hehe... Not like some ppl who shouted... There was someone who said "Why did you do this to me???" then, the other one was "No! No!!!!!!" I was kinda frightened and then we did managed to find our way out... I sighed with relief... Went back to my stall n kena scolding by that CHARCH TEACHER... Dunno how to say charge... =p hehe... He blamed me... He said that my duty haven't yet finished... Padahal it's oready over .... Ni lagi satu cikgu yang MEREPEK! He told me" Your duty not yet over rite?" I said" cher... IT's over oready oh..." HE said "Then, why are u walking around?" Ms Choo was there n she asked me "WHat's ur duty slot?" I said "12-2, oh..." She kept quiet... That CHARCH TEACHER was looking at my direction n I ignored him... I walked off... He kept quiet... I walk around pun salah ke? YOU ARE NOT CONTROLLING MY LEGS!!!!! =p ape je...

I bought more n more food... Den, got lucky draw...

^^^^^^^^^^^^^ Peck Cheng n Me :)

Hmm... Cleaned up after dat... N brought home some food... Went to KFC after dat n have dinner... Was really full n head great time laughing... thanks to peck cheng, michelle, rafiqah n hidayah... =)

K la... GTg...

Byeez...

Signing Off,
Haneesah