Thanks to some ppl... I was nominated to be the student councilor... XD but there's no news bout the student councilor nominees :P
Social Studies test... Thought I studied... But it turned out the other way round
Looking at the questions... N reading them... My mind went blank... What should I write? Teacher was like walking at the pathway at where I was sitting... She was like preasuring me x_x She looked at my answer... Where's the issue? V-V My mind was blank... So, I just write down what I could think of... Guess I did gave up... Even when time's up n teacher lets those pupils who are still writing to continue, I didn't... I just pass up my paper... I'm gonna flunk this test... for sure... It's only a miracle if I were to pass After I passed up my paper, I just felt like crying... What's wrong with me? can't even find the issue? And if I can't even find the issue, how am I gonna do the evidence n explanation? tears filled my eyes... I tried not to cry and I managed to... I regained my composure... Thanks to Syahirah :) For comforting me when I felt like crying... I just felt so down after dat...
Maths period... I was comforted by Rafiqah XD hehe... thanks gurl! She kept on laughing n no matter how hard i did try not to laugh, in the end... I laughed... I didn't think much about the social studies test... Which seems to be like a nightmare to me... Maths lesson... We received a worksheet to do... The funny thing was... That someone... gets only the back page of the worksheet... And when that person requested for the front page, the worksheet given to that person was on both sides... That person was a lil bit blur... ^-^ Peck Cheng n I threw back our heads n roared with laughter... Laughter is the best medicine n I did forget bout the social studies test...
I'm reading the book "HOW TO MEND YOUR BROKEN HEART" n I found something which attracts my attention n_n
THE EYES OF LOVE
There are many ways to feel betterand boost your self-esteem... When we are feeling low, it is a commonplace that our frenz and family can see our strengths and values when we ourselves do not... We can use this to access our self-esteem if for any reason we have become depressed or self-doubting...
1) Close your eyes and think of someone who loves or deeply appreciates you... Remember how they look and imagine they are standing in front of you...
2) Now imagine stepping out of your body and into the body of the person who loves you... See through their eyes, hear through their ears and feel their love and good feelings as they look at you...
3) Notice in detail what it is that they love and appreciate about you... Fully understand these amazing qualities that perhaps you hadn't appreciated about yourself until now... Take a few moments to feel good as you look at yourself...
4)Notice where the feeling is the strongest and give it a colour...
5) Imagine spreading the colour all through you, up to the top of your head and down to the tips of your toes...
6)Now double its intensity and brightness...
7) As you open your eyes keep that feeling glowing inside you...
You can keep that inner feeling with you for hours and hours and return this exercise whenever you want to boost it... The more you do it, the easier it becomes, and eventually it becomes automatic to love and feel loved... It is a great habit to have...
Oh well... I'm chosen to be in the GOH[guard of honour] contigent... Thanks to that someone :P
Who said those who came for training after CNY were chosen to be involved in the GOH contigent...
Dun really look forward to be in the contigent... But the first training wif the seniors... Was super gerek! XD I had a great time laughing... The hilarious part was when our sir Bernard gave commands n he dragged it...
Everyone was super kan chiong to like stay n stop in position... when he ends the command, some didn't hear the command n some heard it... Those who heard it stopped marching oready n those who didn't hear anything continued marching n_n Besides this, there's one senior... when we were blocked and could not march anymore, we have to do hentak kaki... This senior went forward n when she realised, she went back to the place where she was... XD hehe... Sir Bernard gave the timing "left right,left right..." when our legs were on "right left, right left" those who jumped he said looked like monkeys... He showed how to slightly jump n we burst into laughter... I laughed like I've never laughed before... Until my stomach was pain x_x
He did say" You all ah! No shame ah! You make the mistake, laugh at me..." ^-^ hehe... Everyone stopped marching n he told us to raise our arm... To check if there's one arm length from where we are standing... I moved a lil bit to the front... One senior moved her body a lil bit behind... And the person behind her nicely... It's one length arm apart...
Bro... *you* did come for this training... It really made my day seeing *you* around... though some frenz of mine kept on teasing me... When *u* are near... And the best thing of all... I saw *you* smile n_n hehe...
Next week, there's Maths, English, Bio n for NP... There's so many tests!!!!! AAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH?????!!!!!!!!!!!!! Will I be able to make it? Or cope wif all this... Everything's like so fast n there' s like not much time... When can I chill out? My brain's like gonna explode! Then, if I couldn't cope, for sure I'll go crazy n will definitely breakdown! Or maybe... Did another bad habit of mine... I can't stand the pain... It won't go away... Oh god! Please help me...
Signing Off,
Haneesah
