Guess I'm differentthen the old meBut you need to accept And try to seeThat just becauseI'm not like beforeYou don't have to hate me or ignoreSo, I'm sorry if I'm differentIf I'm acting strangeBut like it or not*p*e*o*p*l*e* *c*h*a*n*g*e*People say I've changed
Perhaps it's true
It's difficult being yourself
People either accept u or ignore u
Lately, I'm not who I used to be
It's difficult to please everyone
Frenz becoming strangers
I'm scared if I were to lose my frenz
Nothing matters as much as friendship
Losing your loved ones makes me someone different
Someone I dun even understand
What lies for my future.........
Done by: yours truly...
: me
Today, received my POA test paper n go through the answers... I manged to score 17/25 x_x could have done better if I didn't make those careless mistakes >.< hmm... Oh well... It's done... Focus more on the 2nd test coming up... Today was a long day n I dun wanna elaborate about it... Coz it's kinda boring... In fact, super boring =.= I even sleep during bio lesson... Luckily, teacher did not see me doing so... Coz when she explains, she'll surely look around... I'm kinda surprised that she didn't saw me... XD hehe... I guess I did miss a few slides she was talking about... What to do? Even if I've washed my face, I felt really sleepy... I doze off but only for a while...
Maths test... Was okay la... This time round... 1st time in history, just had the confidence that I'm gonna pass maths... Hopefully... Coz I could do most of the questions Beginning to love maths... Just wanna strive hard for this topic...
please la... I had my reasons y I kinda ignore some of you... I didn't meant to throw u guys away... I saw that title "penderitaan seorang sahabat" x_x maybe there's my name inside... Well, I wanna tell u what's stopping me from befriending you... But there's something stopping me... I'll keep it to myself then... That'll be the best option... Nvm if I'm hurt... Though in class, I felt like crying... Everybody's changing... I dunno who are my frenz... Though last time I did have at least 2 or 3... I dunno bout now... What I know is dat all my friendships are cherished in my heart
I can't stand the pain anymore... I'm bleeding internally inside... Nobody knows... Nobody like seem to care... I dunno what the future holds... There's alot of homeworks... Including my religious class hmwk which I haven't even start doing... Ever nite, it really was a difficulty to have my rest... Though sometimes, there's nothing in my mind... As I tried to close my eyes n sleep... I kept on tossing n turning in bed... In the morning, I have to wake up early... Despite only having a few hours of rest, I have to wake up early... >.<
I wanna have a peaceful day!!!!!!! A day i could chill out... XD Spend time wif anyone who wanna go out... Or maybe just be by myself... Just feel like I wanna breakdown
signing Off,
Haneesah