I'm back... XD From the Aspire Camp 2007 x_x So, I shall update about what's happening during the camp...

1st Day, 10th January 2007

Went to school wif my group of frenz... I dunno y I felt kinda like excited... Very high... Delighted... Just had the feeling that someone I know will be in the camp but the question is who? Reached school... And we were quite late... Sorry Zhao Shuang... We went to school without you... Coz we're scared that we will be late... That's y we went first... Reached school about 7.10a.m.

Suddenly, there's just so many ppl entering our school... And I saw someone... Someone whom I longed to meet... Anisa talk to me n told me that *ur* the one she talks about... safirah said"You dunno, ah? He's the station master" I was like n_n WOOOOHOOOO????!!!!! I jumped wif joy... Can't believe it... So, we assembled at the parade square n as usual... Sang the national anthem and recite the pledge... After dat, I saw *ur* walking wif *ur* frenz... The sec 3's were then told to assemble in the basketball court... We moved there n were assigned to our different groups... Saw *u* again n putting *ur* bag at this spot near the shelter... Den, we went back to the parade square... Played some ice breakers games... To know our group members well... We introduce ourselves n then played the wacko game... Rafiqah n I was not even called n we were lucky...

Played double wacko after dat game... We wasn't called n den the facilitators or rather student leader suggested that those who kena wack need to do forfeet... Played another game n it was something like human stage... From egg, we become chicken, then we become ape, followed by human n lastly was god... We change stage by playing scissors, paper n stone x_x hehe... I did become GOd n those who didn't manage to be one need to do forfeet... they did the chicken dance... After dis game, we played another game which i dunno how to describe =.= N i was to do this forfeet... Need to squad n did this chicken walk wif the sound "quack quack quack...." around this square thingy... Was quite embarassing but left wif no choice... Btw, I'm sorry I kinda let those frenz of mine to go that side which have to do the forfeet... In the end, I also kene do the forfeet x_x hmm... Den, we went back to the basketball court...

Mr Chiang brief us n the station masters pass around this red plastic bag... Including *u*... I saw *ur* holding a red plastic bag n looking a lil bit blur coz the other station masters asked from the other groups their valuables n there's no more groups left for you to collect... XD To put our valuables in it... Have to surrender our valuables... But some of my frenz n i didn't do so... We hide our valuables somewhere *grinz* N the student leader who checked my bag didn't check till inside... Coz there's so many stuff in my bag...

We moved group by groups... Went to our respective bus n reached marina bay... The place where we ride our ferry... The driver manage to overtake the 2 busses in front of us n I think i saw *u* inside n_n I was quite high whenever I saw *u*... Coz of you, I have a reason to smile *winkz* Reached marina bay n help to carry the things... For the camp... When everyone settled, we waited for the ferry n when the ferry came, we board it... Carry the bbq food n then... there's some boxes which has it's covers... The covers came out n i kinda scream... It was windy n I ran for the covers... *you* were also there... Helping out to carry those heavy stuff... Then, I went into the ferry n my frenz followed behind... Sat wif Rafiqah, Zhao Shuang n Peck Cheng... Behind our row was joline[last yr sec 5] n 2 other ppl which i dun really know... Behind her row, that's where i saw *u* sit wif salih n the other frenz... I looked outside the window... Looking at the nice view... Was quiet a quiet journey there... But then, i heard suhailah's n shawn's voices... Singing some songs... XD

Reached the island n wait for the other groups... Suhailah took our group n it was kinda funny... We did bomb to the other groups n like disturb the other groups... We sit near this bench n some trees... Was quite sunny... *you* came by n whispered behind suhailah n wanted us to be in the shade... Thanks bro =) We shift ourselves to another place which was not that sunny =.=

The others came n den we had our lunch... Had chicken n mee for lunch... Den, we carried the things to the respective dorms... Was quite tough as the things are heavy n we went up n down the slopes x_x On the way, I saw *u*... Were also helping carrying those things... Hmm... K la... I dun wanna elaborate in detail... Wanna talk bout at nite...

Had dinner n then my group was supposed to clear up the dining place... While I was cleaning up the area, I kinda feel that a pair of eyes was watching me from outside... N then, I turned to look outside... I met *ur* gaze... For a while, we kinda stare n den turned away x_x I dunno y I can't simply smile or just wave

Guess what? Saw some stars at nite... It was a beautiful sight... The first nite... We're supposed to walk in this jungle alone... Those who are scared... can go wif their partners... Student leaders lead the way to where we are supposed to go n then we queued up to take turns to walk alone... I waited patiently for my turn... Prayed silently... sing some songs... Calm myself down... Relax myself... Coz I know I'm gonna need this... Spent time alone in the dark...

My turn came n walked as if nothing had happened... I was blessed n_n I know HE was close wif me... guiding my way... There's some student leaders along the way... Telling us to watch out or be careful... There's one student leader... Said that "She was brave..." n_n hehe... I was swaying my arms happily while walking... I guess I managed to overcome my fear =) When I reached the point where it ends, I saw my frenz... All waiting... XD we waited for the rest n then went back to assemble... Wash up n had our rest...

2nd Day

Had PT in the morning... It was damn cold... It rained in the middle of the night I guess... From morning till the afternoon, we'll all be doing expediture... Have to walk up n down the slope... Well, there's some activities that we have to do at different stations... There's two compulsory ones that we have to do which is treasure hunt n fear factor... N wherever I go, surely *u'll* be there... Just dunno y I dun have the courage to simply just wave or say "hi" My group only managed to cover staion 4, 5,6,9... I guess... N then, *ur* at the staion wif *ur* group of frenz... we have to do the human knot... Which is to grab our frenz hands n free ourself from the knot x_x Had a great time... The previous ones are skipping... Firstly, we have to skip 5 times... wif 5 ppl... den, when another 5 joined in, we have to skip 10 times... Through this game, we learnt not to give up n just strive to work together n give it our best shot...

Can't really remember the rest of the games but then... I had a great time playing in the rain n_n hehe... Macam tak pernah main hujan gitu... *grinz* N going crazy in the rain... It rained n rained but then... Sometimes, I just felt down... Affecting my mood... Den, went I went into the kitchen... Saw Mr Chng, 3A2's maths teacher... He asked me if I want any bread wif egg... Dia letak bawang... Sedap dok... He gave me a slice of bread n also the egg which he just cooked... I share it wif Rafiqah... sorry gal... I took most of it... I guess I was really craving for it... XD

Despite the rain, we had the campfire indoors... *You* were outside the cage... I was in the cage n when the student leader told to go out, i kinda walk towards *ur* direction... Notice that smile on *ur* face... If only I could have the courage to smile, I would smile back... But I dunno y my lips just stuck... Den, we went into the cage when everything's settled... Everyone was given a lightstick each n i took the same colour as *u* which was green n_n hehe... I had a great time... During the campfire... Just enjoying myself... Just being myself... Did lots of cheers...

Had bbq after dat... The fire suddenly got bigger n bigger n we had a hard time trying to make it small... My frenz took the wood n beat the charcoals... uckily the flame went out... So, anything we barbecued was quite fast... Like the chicken for an instance... Only a few minutes n it was cooked... I ate lots of chicken... About 7... Alot rite? XD hehe... I was quite hungry coz during lunch i ate a little bit... We cleared up after dat... Ouh well... I throw away the leftover foods... I'm sorry... Didn't meant to waste any food but i was full n there's no other choice since they dun wanna keep the food in the kitchen... Luckily, the teachers did not saw what i did which was throw away the food =.=

Fortunately, we were sleeping in the dorm tonite... Instead of in the tent... Coz of the weather... Was super cold... I went to sleep early too... It was a great feeling... To be sleeping when it was raining... It was comfortable even if i'm sleeping inside my sleeping bag... The second day was much more fun than the first one... I had a great time... wherever I go, *ur* always there... N seeing *u*, i felt it was worth it coz i know... I have a reason to smile when *ur* around n_n *winkz* Thanks for being there =D

3rd Day

Nothing much today... Woke up late... Even if rafiqah set her alarm clock, I heard it... I went back to sleep =.= coz i dunno y i felt so sleepy... XD Woke up at 6.30 and we were supposed to assemble in the cage at 7.30a.m. Hmm... Den, we had our breakfast... Afterwhich we have area cleaning... Saw *u*... After the area cleaning... Den, we get some souveniers... Which is... Bread x_x how pathetic can dat be... Hmm... Den, we took the ferry... Was feeling really sleepy n i slept hugging rafiqah's sleeping bag... So sad *u* didn't take the same ferry Syahirah woke me up when we reached the place to alight the ferry...

Reached the marina bay n waited for the rest... Had some snacks... Mr Choo took our pics... Den, form a human chain n passed around the things... After dat, sat down at where my frenz n I lined up... Accompany syahirah to the toilet... The rest den came... Walked out of the toilet n guessed who i saw? I saw *u*... Met *ur* gaze again... Just couldn't smile... Dun have the courage... I'm shy n_n

Den, we board the bus... I wanna turn back... To look at *u*... But I just can't bring myself to do it... Instead... *You* went into the same bus... Wif my group! wee~ I was overjoyed... I kinda scream feeling really delighted... Faisal saw me freak out... Rafiwah look at me like one of a kind x_x Zhao shuang n Peck Cheng called my name "haneesah...." I'm like blushing oready ah... When *u* board the bus, I met *ur* gaze but still... Didn't manage to smile

In the bus, I was crazy... Coz *ur* sitting just two seats away from where i was seating n_n hehe... But then, we didn't talk at all... =( Reached CTSS... Went to the hall... Had some kind of briefing n the teacher announced which group was the best community... Not my group... Den, we were dismissed... Went down the stairs... N I was just beside *u*... Didn't even managed to say "bye" If only I could have the courage... I walked n walked... Zhao Shuang called me n told me to wait for her... I walked wif her... I turned back... To see *u*... *You* dun turn to look... Didn't even manage to smile or say 'bye' =.= so sad =(

Oh well... Overall, I did enjoy myself... Coz *ur* aound n_n and also...

THANKS TO THOSE FRENZ WHO MAKE MY DAY!!!! I HAD A GREAT TIME =D

Signing Off,
Haneesah