Letting go of the past was not as easy as u thought... Those memories i had wif
u... Are only memories of the past... I dunno how to lead this present future... I dunno y I just can't stop thinking of
you...
Your always in my mind... Every nite... Before I went to bed... Have my rest...
Your always in my thoughts... I just can't forget
you... Besides that, those memories we had together... Those times we spend together... Is always in my mind...
You're just special...
You're always there when I needed someone... Someone to turn to... But now... Everything's changed... Guess I'll have to face all this with courage... Regretting everything now was too late... Even if I cried... Shed a million tears...
You won't come back... Though we are now best frenz... It's gonna be different...
I had a dream... You messaged... And in that message... it goes something like "I miss you.. We're better off as best frenz..." Dreamz could come true... [sigh] I was scared to lose you... I dunno if I were to have the strength to carry on without u by my side... Just felt that life was meaningless... My life now... Was full of loneliness and emptiness... It's oraedy in the past... I really hope that... I wouldn't go through what I've been through... I was frank wif
you... But then... It's
ur choice... If dat's what
you want... I respect it... Thanks for everything...
I know I should not be in this kind of state... It shows the weakness in me... My happiness is in my own hands now... I still have other responsibilities as a student and a daughter x_x Hmm... Yeah... Relationships was not a priority for me...
Not everyone needs a boyfriend... Now, I've spent my quality time wif frenz n siblings... And to keep myself busy...
LIFE HAS TO GO ON =DHmm... K la... I dunno what else to say...
Gtg... Byeez...
Signing Off,
Haneesah