Oh well... What's past is past... I have to carry on wif this life... Frenz n family by my side... Though sometimes... I had this weird feeling... I dunno who to turn to x_x haiz... And I dunno how to carry on wif my life... As days passed... I dunno y... It's like very slow...
I felt peaceful these days... Though I went to bed early... It's quite difficult for me to close my eyes n go to sleep... Weird... I felt peaceful... But those memories just kept lingering im my mind... I know I have to learn to let go... But sometimes... It's difficult to accept the fact... I was given two precious gifts... A ring n a teddy bear... I dunno what I should do wif it... Maybe i'll let this two things stay out of my sight... And I'll be fine... x_x Sometimes... A bad habit of mine just crossed my mind... Which is... Slitting my wrist...
I've done it quite alot of times... Just small cuts... Silly eh? n_n Macam takde kerje lain gitu... But compared the pain wif the pain in my heart... It's just small pieces... Yesterday... I told my godsis,
Kak Chitra... About my relationship... She adviced me n those advice was really a useful one... I really appreciate all that... And it kinda motivate me... She told me to find a "man" not a "guy"... [grinz] know the differences? =p ANd also... She told me that my Mr right will come along one day... I'm too young... Just have to think twice when being in a relationship... Hmm... All the advices will be kept close in my heart... No worries... Rest assured [winkz]
So, now... I just have to carry on wif my life... Life life to its fullest... =D
Hmm... K,la... GTg...
Signing Off,
Haneesah